She said shut up. Which I didn't really need, because after just one look at her I was too enamored to speak.
Hopefully, some day, I'll be able to not drink so heavily when I'm around so many interesting people. It would be nice to be coherent enough to engage in any amount of conversation with someone. I don't mean I'm not enjoying myself, but I definitely think if I could be a bit more social other people would enjoy my company more. Not exactly social anxiety, but maybe a bit closer to social ineptitude? I don't know what I'm tryin to say. Although, maybe that's the problem. Maybe there isn't a problem. Holy hell am I ever hung over and thinkin about shit way too much. I'm gonna go make myself a greasy breakfast and drink a gallon of water. Take care, kiddies.
"How am I not myself?"
Hopefully, some day, I'll be able to not drink so heavily when I'm around so many interesting people. It would be nice to be coherent enough to engage in any amount of conversation with someone. I don't mean I'm not enjoying myself, but I definitely think if I could be a bit more social other people would enjoy my company more. Not exactly social anxiety, but maybe a bit closer to social ineptitude? I don't know what I'm tryin to say. Although, maybe that's the problem. Maybe there isn't a problem. Holy hell am I ever hung over and thinkin about shit way too much. I'm gonna go make myself a greasy breakfast and drink a gallon of water. Take care, kiddies.
"How am I not myself?"
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I never got to see Body Works when it was in Philly because I was too busy with school, but I heard it was amazing (albeit disturbing). You should definitely enjoy it.
This is probably hard to believe since I'm an SG and I'm supposed to automatically be super kick-ass and confident, but I'm horrible in social situations and often resort to drinking as a way to cope with the anxiety. I actually tend to have better conversations while drunk, though, which doesn't help matters at all
The problem with hangovers is two fold, they suck and they force you towards dwelling heavily on the night before and whether you made yourself out to be some socially inept jackass. So don't sweat it. If you feel you need to be more social, the best way to do it is jump in with both feet firmly in front of you and try not fall down the stairs in the process.
Its odd, but I miss you beating me beyond all hope of recognition in chess. Yeah, its random and has nothing to do with anything - but I felt it needed to be said.