So, i was having a good day the other day... i found this totall fucking fantastic leater jacket at the mall. It's a black motocycle jacket (like croth rocket style not harley with all the little tassels and shit) with red bands down the shoulders and arms... it's fan-fucking-tastic. It just fits me perfectly and hangs just right on me and all in all... i just look good 
Well that was going good and then finally i got my orgy belt buckle... only problem is that it got delivered to my ex's house so i went over there to get it. Well when i got over there, Her new boyfriend, hopesfall, was there... well i was on my best behavior and i didn't say 1 word to him. well just as i was leaving... he tries to call me out because of what i wrote about him in my last entry (all what... one line about him?). I mean he started trying to call me out... threw his hat down... calling me a fucker and a faggot because i won't talk to his face? because i choose to keep this journal and feel that i should be able to say whatever i want to in MY journal? becuase i feel that if he doesn't like what i have to say he doesn't need to keep reading my journal? And like what i said about him was even that bad? He's fucking driving a wedge between me and my best friend... and i fucking stood aside and let him do it because i care about kendra and he has the gaul to try and call me out?
What i think i loved the most about this whole thing was that when he and kendra started dating he called me up in a absolute fit, ready to beat me to a pulp, demanding an apology from me because i called kendra a bitch and stormed out because she had just said the most hurtful thing she had ever said to me in all the time i had known her. Granted i know i shouldn't have said that to her but he had no right calling me up and shouting at me... anyway, getting back on topic... he ahd the gaul to shout at me about that, yet he knows that the last thing kendra wants is for me and him to fight and he tries to call me out... unprovoked... in her living room and even shoved her (only a little but still there) as she was just trying to get him to withdraw to the bedroom.
At least i have the satifaction of knowing that i didn't sink to his level and refrained from saying anything back and just walked away.
Anyway, sorry i couldn't make this a happy entry... or very short for that matter... oh well. I'm just all wound up... like i have a hard time drawing a breath and i just feel like i;m buring up on the inside... i can jsut feel the pure adredline and anger coursing through my veins. I suppose what pisses me off most is that i even talk good about that fuck hole and try and encourage kendra to give him a chance at this or to just wait that out... discourage her fears that he doesn't love her or that he's gonna leave her for his ex or any of that bullshit. I'm pissed that i had become quite satisified just ignoring him when he was around and then he pulls a stunt like this.
I'm worried that next time he tries some shit like this over some petty something or other... i'm not going to be able to be the bigger man and walk away... I just don't want to lose kendra's friendship becuase he takes a swing at me or some shit.
I would be content if he just didn't talk to me ever again... personally i don't really relish the thought of spending time around him... but i can handle it if that is what it takes to still be frineds with kendra.
And this last little bit is for hopesfall because i'm fairly confident that he is reading this...
So i watched foamy's rant #1 upon your recomendation... so you can go and watch "Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back" and pay special attention to the whole "posting shit about us on the internet" scene... becuase that is totall what this is becoming... and just to killl this comback "yes... i know what happens at the end of the movie" and if you ahve any respect for kendra... you'll know better than to try it.
Ok... seriously promise that the next one will be shorter and happier.
I will successfully transform from this
to this 
See ya then.... and just because it hasn't made an appearance lately....
HARRR HARRRR HARRRR!!!!
GO FUCK YARSELF LASSIE!!!!!
Well that was going good and then finally i got my orgy belt buckle... only problem is that it got delivered to my ex's house so i went over there to get it. Well when i got over there, Her new boyfriend, hopesfall, was there... well i was on my best behavior and i didn't say 1 word to him. well just as i was leaving... he tries to call me out because of what i wrote about him in my last entry (all what... one line about him?). I mean he started trying to call me out... threw his hat down... calling me a fucker and a faggot because i won't talk to his face? because i choose to keep this journal and feel that i should be able to say whatever i want to in MY journal? becuase i feel that if he doesn't like what i have to say he doesn't need to keep reading my journal? And like what i said about him was even that bad? He's fucking driving a wedge between me and my best friend... and i fucking stood aside and let him do it because i care about kendra and he has the gaul to try and call me out?
What i think i loved the most about this whole thing was that when he and kendra started dating he called me up in a absolute fit, ready to beat me to a pulp, demanding an apology from me because i called kendra a bitch and stormed out because she had just said the most hurtful thing she had ever said to me in all the time i had known her. Granted i know i shouldn't have said that to her but he had no right calling me up and shouting at me... anyway, getting back on topic... he ahd the gaul to shout at me about that, yet he knows that the last thing kendra wants is for me and him to fight and he tries to call me out... unprovoked... in her living room and even shoved her (only a little but still there) as she was just trying to get him to withdraw to the bedroom.
At least i have the satifaction of knowing that i didn't sink to his level and refrained from saying anything back and just walked away.
Anyway, sorry i couldn't make this a happy entry... or very short for that matter... oh well. I'm just all wound up... like i have a hard time drawing a breath and i just feel like i;m buring up on the inside... i can jsut feel the pure adredline and anger coursing through my veins. I suppose what pisses me off most is that i even talk good about that fuck hole and try and encourage kendra to give him a chance at this or to just wait that out... discourage her fears that he doesn't love her or that he's gonna leave her for his ex or any of that bullshit. I'm pissed that i had become quite satisified just ignoring him when he was around and then he pulls a stunt like this.
I'm worried that next time he tries some shit like this over some petty something or other... i'm not going to be able to be the bigger man and walk away... I just don't want to lose kendra's friendship becuase he takes a swing at me or some shit.
I would be content if he just didn't talk to me ever again... personally i don't really relish the thought of spending time around him... but i can handle it if that is what it takes to still be frineds with kendra.
And this last little bit is for hopesfall because i'm fairly confident that he is reading this...
So i watched foamy's rant #1 upon your recomendation... so you can go and watch "Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back" and pay special attention to the whole "posting shit about us on the internet" scene... becuase that is totall what this is becoming... and just to killl this comback "yes... i know what happens at the end of the movie" and if you ahve any respect for kendra... you'll know better than to try it.
Ok... seriously promise that the next one will be shorter and happier.
I will successfully transform from this
to this
See ya then.... and just because it hasn't made an appearance lately....
HARRR HARRRR HARRRR!!!!
GO FUCK YARSELF LASSIE!!!!!