So, how lame is this... i just read, cover to cover, Harry Potter and the prizoner of Azkaban... in one 8 hour stretch!!!! (if there was a super geeky smiley icon... i would be inserting it here)
Anyway, other than that super coolness... i've been trying to write again, but coming up with massive writers block... i'm able to pull out like two three lines and then everything just leaves my head. I think part of my problem is that i don't want to fall into another state of only being able to write moapy "poor me, she's gone" poems. Anybody got an opinon? should i just write because that seems to be all i'm able to write right now, or should i fight it... is there even any point to fighting it? what's so terribly wrong about writing poems like that?
As much as i would like to believe that there's nothing wrong with writing these "lost the love of my life" poems and stories... i think part of me knows that doing so is only going to make it harder to let her go, and possibly lead to obsession. Then again, i don't like keeping myself from writing about her. she has bee nthe most important thing in my life to date... and i can't write poems about how much i miss her and care for her? *sighs* I just don't know....
Anyway, other than that super coolness... i've been trying to write again, but coming up with massive writers block... i'm able to pull out like two three lines and then everything just leaves my head. I think part of my problem is that i don't want to fall into another state of only being able to write moapy "poor me, she's gone" poems. Anybody got an opinon? should i just write because that seems to be all i'm able to write right now, or should i fight it... is there even any point to fighting it? what's so terribly wrong about writing poems like that?
As much as i would like to believe that there's nothing wrong with writing these "lost the love of my life" poems and stories... i think part of me knows that doing so is only going to make it harder to let her go, and possibly lead to obsession. Then again, i don't like keeping myself from writing about her. she has bee nthe most important thing in my life to date... and i can't write poems about how much i miss her and care for her? *sighs* I just don't know....
Oh and do you really believe that contact with my ex is wise at this point? Because it just seems like all contact involves a lot of begging me to take him back and crying.