donnie321

ok i hate life so much i honestly think i alive so god can constantly piss in my face hear goes the bitching that i have held in but whatever, i now have hospital bills up to $7,000 with no health insurance i cant work because my right thumb is servered and in a cast, so i decided to file umemployment to pay for my college loans totaling 75,000 and credit cards and hospitals but i am inelligable because i left one job to go work at the balsams which is a way better place, i cant freestyle fight either, because of my hand and have no money to go out either. why am i alive? honestly why? is this some sort of cruel joke to someone have i ever hurt anyone enough i hope not because they are enjoing this way too much. i'm totally useless i have to wrap my hand up in order to take a shower, i cant work, workout, go out, hang out i am truely pissed and all this after i find out the only bitch i loved cheated on me like 4 times i am just so choke full of love and warmth i am sick of girls they say how they want a strong hard working sweet man, but take anything but. So the next time love finds me i will punch it in the face, and kick it while on the ground. Fuck Love its only for suckers which i was but now and not, i will never say to a girl again i love her without puking my guts out first, always remember when betting against love truth and fidelity and you will always win i guarantee that. trust no one from the opposite sex myself included they all lie and do the exact opposite of what they say. Fuck it I'M GAY, who am i kidding i love girls i just wont fall for another one, you know i had a great system date girls until you get too close and push them away or until they hate you and move one like a swarm of locust, until i met one girl whos eyes blew me mind and i didnt want to push her away i wanted her around all the time, then look what happened im better off alone until i rot to death.

p.s. i'm only half-serious just venting you know
but still FUCK LOVE.

later