The summer is turning the corner and it just came and went to fast I remember when it was so cold and I thought; when is this summer going to arrive!!!!
I will remember this summer of 2005. I will write about this summer some day. How I met a woman that entered into my being and made a place in my heart How she engraved her name in the base and trunk of my soul and how it lifted me to places I thought I would no longer experience. I will remember how it feels to be at peace and how it feels to be in a safe place, to be comfortable, warm, cared for and in a way - sort of whole. I will remember how it feels to love, the desire to hold and touch. I will remember how it feels to want someone, to want to be next to her, to be in her presence and listen to her voice, her words, her thoughts and feel her heart and the warmth of her soul. How it feels to care for her, her health and her wellbeing. It is OK to feel these things, it is even better to share them. Because, I will always remember how she was honest, sincere and how her behavior and not words - displayed the depth of her personal integrity. Yes I will remember the touch of her hands, the smell of her skin and passion in her love
It is now memories; it is now safe - in place I can go too. Whenever a moment or an experience has neglected my person and humanity be it from an internal or an external source, I could reach into the memory of her and recapture theses experiences and re-live them. And I will know there was a time when I felt better and it was with her. But what I will remember most is that there will be and could be better times always. I will acknowledge that the memory of her will take me to a place of awareness - where I will know that my life, and the totality of my life - is not the negative experience I have in that moment. Then I will know this woman, this summer of 2005 created that memory I will forever, till my last breath - remember. I will remember this summer of 2005.
I will be gone for 15 days, going to the caribbean, going to see God's country. Cuba and the Cayman, Dominican Republic. There I will walk where man has not walked for hundreds if not thousands of years... I will breathe air so pure it lifts your senses... There I will talk with the gods, converse with the spirits of old and reach to my heart and soul and correct my ways seeking to be a better human being.... Be the Best and Keep the Revolution Moving Forward. MUAH !!!!!
I will remember this summer of 2005. I will write about this summer some day. How I met a woman that entered into my being and made a place in my heart How she engraved her name in the base and trunk of my soul and how it lifted me to places I thought I would no longer experience. I will remember how it feels to be at peace and how it feels to be in a safe place, to be comfortable, warm, cared for and in a way - sort of whole. I will remember how it feels to love, the desire to hold and touch. I will remember how it feels to want someone, to want to be next to her, to be in her presence and listen to her voice, her words, her thoughts and feel her heart and the warmth of her soul. How it feels to care for her, her health and her wellbeing. It is OK to feel these things, it is even better to share them. Because, I will always remember how she was honest, sincere and how her behavior and not words - displayed the depth of her personal integrity. Yes I will remember the touch of her hands, the smell of her skin and passion in her love
It is now memories; it is now safe - in place I can go too. Whenever a moment or an experience has neglected my person and humanity be it from an internal or an external source, I could reach into the memory of her and recapture theses experiences and re-live them. And I will know there was a time when I felt better and it was with her. But what I will remember most is that there will be and could be better times always. I will acknowledge that the memory of her will take me to a place of awareness - where I will know that my life, and the totality of my life - is not the negative experience I have in that moment. Then I will know this woman, this summer of 2005 created that memory I will forever, till my last breath - remember. I will remember this summer of 2005.
I will be gone for 15 days, going to the caribbean, going to see God's country. Cuba and the Cayman, Dominican Republic. There I will walk where man has not walked for hundreds if not thousands of years... I will breathe air so pure it lifts your senses... There I will talk with the gods, converse with the spirits of old and reach to my heart and soul and correct my ways seeking to be a better human being.... Be the Best and Keep the Revolution Moving Forward. MUAH !!!!!
barbiq:
HI!!!!!!!