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Finally got some sleep that I have been missing for a long time, and I am somewhat sober. All the medications given to me from surgery really scewed me up. Apparently I don't do well with morphine. So now that they took me off of it I feel better. Still on a bunch of shit though. Sometimes I wish I wasn't on any of it...
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I have imprisoned myself to my hermatic ways due to having a broken spirit. Before I can reassociate myself with soceities endevores I must first mend my wounds and cure my spiritual ailments. Where I do not exactly know where I have gone so foul, the fact remains that I must find a way to revitalize my existance. How I am to accomplish such a...
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This is me. This is how I feel about my life. This is how I feel I am...ofcourse, I am currently intoxicated on such a lovely level that if you don't like, understand, or care about what I currently have to say...well...fuck it.

I will openly admit that at many times I do not appear "intact" with myself in the eyes and ears of others....
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Well, I never have been a positive person...and I don't see any change in my negativity...I suppose that could be a good thing that I am consistant. What could be expected when you are self-loathing and have no life? It's not that I take pride in being constantly pissed of at something, I actually wish I could for once be happy and content with myself....
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...depressed...

I have always wondered why people say:

SWEET JESUS!!!

what is he, covered in sugar or something?

JESUS FUCKING CHRIST!!!

Well, I don't see how that is possible, but he has been known to work miracles...

I won't make a comment about HOLY FUCKING SHIT!.....

Valentine's Day...oh...great...

Well, never had one...and it's a day i actually value...twisted fates...i hate joooo!

Anyway, bought flowers for a couple people that deserve it. I really wish people would put more heart in a day like today, and be more thoughtful of the women that made their lives closer to complete. I, however, have never really been in a possition of such, so I...
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Hey, I might actually stop being lazy and keep a journal...but then again, you never know...after all i am lazy.

Time for a drink