I went to a conference in South Dakota. I just got back home today.
The conference was pretty fun. It was for LGBTAs (Lesbains, Gays, Bisexuals, Transgendereds, and Allies) in Midwestern colleges. I met some cool people from UW-Milwaukee, and we were hanging out the entire weekend. I got propositioned by one of the girls in that group. I turned her down, because I have conscience issues with cheating on my girlfriend, and I wasn't attracted to her. Later, one of the other kids from Milwaukee, a bisexual girl named Linda, came to hang out with us. I had just gone on a liquor run, and people were getting drunk and stupid. Linda and I decied to take a walk. We talked, and we found out that we have a lot in common. We're both ubergeeks. We both are the ones who take care of our drunk friends. Stuff like that. We went to this dance that was part of the conference together, and we danced together, without dancing in any sexually suggestive manner, since I would not be able to justify that with my conscience.
Later we walked around, tried to find some parites, and then just settled for going back to a room to talk. We first went back to mine, but one of the girls I was rooming with (I roomed with a bisexual girl, a lesbian, and a straight girl) was asleep, so we stayed in there only long enough for me to change out of my clothes and into my PJs. Then we went back to her room, and her roomate (a 37 year old gay man) was working on stuff on his computer. We talked, and he offered to leave if we wanted some privacy. I really wanted to sleep with this girl, and I know that she wanted to sleep with me. All I had to do was make the first move. However, I just couldn't cheat on my girlfriend, and I would feel horrible about the circumstances. It would only be her second time with a guy, and she doesn't even remember much about it. Instead, I gave Linda all of my contact information and told her to get in touch with me as soon as possible.
On to other news. I'm thinking of breaking up with my girlfriend. I'm sick of hiding certain aspects of myself (like my religion) from her. For example, I know that she won't approve of the fact that I'm a Satanist. I know because I've tested the waters with her, by talking abotu Satanism. However, I don't want to hurt her. I really care for her. 'Tis a quandary.
The conference was pretty fun. It was for LGBTAs (Lesbains, Gays, Bisexuals, Transgendereds, and Allies) in Midwestern colleges. I met some cool people from UW-Milwaukee, and we were hanging out the entire weekend. I got propositioned by one of the girls in that group. I turned her down, because I have conscience issues with cheating on my girlfriend, and I wasn't attracted to her. Later, one of the other kids from Milwaukee, a bisexual girl named Linda, came to hang out with us. I had just gone on a liquor run, and people were getting drunk and stupid. Linda and I decied to take a walk. We talked, and we found out that we have a lot in common. We're both ubergeeks. We both are the ones who take care of our drunk friends. Stuff like that. We went to this dance that was part of the conference together, and we danced together, without dancing in any sexually suggestive manner, since I would not be able to justify that with my conscience.
Later we walked around, tried to find some parites, and then just settled for going back to a room to talk. We first went back to mine, but one of the girls I was rooming with (I roomed with a bisexual girl, a lesbian, and a straight girl) was asleep, so we stayed in there only long enough for me to change out of my clothes and into my PJs. Then we went back to her room, and her roomate (a 37 year old gay man) was working on stuff on his computer. We talked, and he offered to leave if we wanted some privacy. I really wanted to sleep with this girl, and I know that she wanted to sleep with me. All I had to do was make the first move. However, I just couldn't cheat on my girlfriend, and I would feel horrible about the circumstances. It would only be her second time with a guy, and she doesn't even remember much about it. Instead, I gave Linda all of my contact information and told her to get in touch with me as soon as possible.
On to other news. I'm thinking of breaking up with my girlfriend. I'm sick of hiding certain aspects of myself (like my religion) from her. For example, I know that she won't approve of the fact that I'm a Satanist. I know because I've tested the waters with her, by talking abotu Satanism. However, I don't want to hurt her. I really care for her. 'Tis a quandary.