domnicella

SO I was the last to enter and the last to leave.
For some twisted reason, I could not get myself up.
The alarm went off and it pissed me off so I slept another 2 hrs. I was not in any trouble so it wasnt an issue. It was weird. Many had that problem getting up too.

This morning I couldnt speak much. I wonder if the cigs Ive been smoking had anything to do with it. I confess, its more than usual. I shall stop..when? I dont know. Soon preferably.

Yesterday my coworker went running out due to an emergency. Found out today her brother died of a heart attack. He had a few close calls in the past but this news was overbearing and I never know how to handle situations like this. People wanted to call to offer their condolenses but you cant go on and disturb. Who would wanna deal with others while in the midst of some personal tragedy?..I try not to be any kind of a nuisance and stay away. I am a robot. I have no heart when it comes to outsiders. I feel sorry for what happened but I wouldnt know where to start. Do I hug her?of course, what do I say?..
I just told my fellow coworker, I hope this half of the year wont be nearly as bad as it was last year. It was devastating and each one of us 14 ladies were affected badly. It was depression afterwards. Pray for better things ahead.

So tomorrow will be tumultuous and I was warned.
If you see us all psycho and looking straight forward..DO NOT take it personally. Oh great.



I love the kids. The good kids.