domnicella

Hmm...Think I am being 2 timed.
Think I am being lied to.
And If I ever find out, they will wish they never met me.

Been contemplating awhole lot and think Im being pushed a bit too far for my liking. No, not suicide. I am not crazy just insane but knowing what might be true is making me feel uneasy. I don't think I deserve to be treated or talked about in ways I never knew would be uttered by them.
Kinda gut wrenching but at the same time, the ball is now in my court and revenge will be a bitch. I don't get mad I get even. I've been through alot last year and I don't think I can handle another round this year. I'm going to have to decide my actions and hopefully they are for the better.



Long day. Cleavage is the best gimmick bestowed upon us.

I had a tan from waiting for the bus and yeah hot teachers took notice,..*sighs*

I am missing my ex. I hate him yet he's still in my heart.
Retarded as it may be. I miss his honesty and his perseverance and his committment to me. I know he did truly love me and maybe it was me who fucked him over. I regret it. He was/is a good guy. Who knows? I would take him back if I could. We had stupid misunderstandings but he cared, I just didn't believe it.
See what happens.

You cannot heal, no matter the time.
Sucks.
I'm back in the lost and found.