domnicella

Im getting so tired of alot of things Im ready to say,ya know what..fuck you all. I care about others than I do about myself which isnt right. Getting kicked around has ended, taking for granted has ended and Im up for my own challenge, which is trying to not care what they think of me. When Im not around for them, maybe they will see how vital I can be and if they cant well, it wasnt meant for me to be a part of whatever ties I had with them.Sad but true.Havent been happy in a long time.

MESSNER: And I'm going to say one thing. I know a lot of us have been hurt. I have been hurt horribly. And it's a hard time sometimes to forgive people. And I want to tell you, in ancient civilization, if you killed somebody, instead of putting you in a jail, like they do nowadays, you know what they did? They took that dead person and they strapped that dead person on your back. And you know what ended up happening? The dead person ended up killing the person that was carrying him.

I had a dead person on my back for a long time, and I carried that man on my back until one day, I heard a voice inside me say, Tammy, lay him down. Just lay him down. I'll take care of him. And one day, I unstrapped that dead body from my back. I laid that body down and I said, God, he's not a part of me anymore, and I live. Lay him down! let him go and move on!

Sounds good.