Had a pain in teh ass toothache for sometime now and I have to get it fixed cause once you feel like half of your face has this paralyzing feeling to it,its serious. So me not having a dental plan Ima have to pay 300 to fix it or maybe more.Crap I say.
ANyways..Ill be back to work tomorrow and I feel ready and willing. I cant wait to see my paycheck. I need to start saving big time if I wanna have the wedding of all weddings. I know he is and its slowly approaching. I miss him already and I need him to like do things. Sucks when distance breaks us apart but we have to sacrifice.*tear*
Oh and next week I will be going on a strict diet and im stoked about seeing myself look better and feeling healthier.
I cant turn back and I will force myself to have control.Whoopee I say!
Havent had dinner tonight not by choice but my mom is on a strike so gotta go find something cause I know Ill be howling.
Laterz~
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Me and the X weren't getting along to well. The stress of an infant, living in a small expensive apartment, no money, and youth got to the both of us. She started going out on Saturday's with the girls. We became more and more distant. She went to the Bahamas with the girls and when she came back, I felt like I did not know my girlfriend/fiance of 4 or so years. BLAH BLAH BLAH. We postponed the wedding. Then cancelled about 2 months before. I am no saint beleive me, but as the years go on, I see more and more it was not even close to my fault. Thats history, now I am focused on my daughter. But lately the only thing I can think about is a nice girl to spoon with.