domnicella

Been kicked by my fiance...not literally but yeah..I know where he stands and hes figuring out where I stand..we'll work it out. Made me think and hopefully hes ok with the idea..I await his response.

I wont be seeing him anytime soon which is awful...which reminds me..he told me how keepin busy helps him think less of me..he didnt say that exactly but gee thanx..couldve not say it like
that..i know he didnt mean it to come out that way but i take things as they come no exceptions..didnt know mssing someone was a bad thing...yeah it can be depressing but c'mon..its always good to know ur in someones mind.
Hes bummed I know that..*sighs*

I spent my last check well not all on a few things and my gawd, im down to a few twenties..cant wait to go back and start getting my biweekly pay but then again im enjoying my time off..
Onto other news,my friend is starting a band and she wants my input..direction wise..i love directing..did it one time and it was devilishly good.I wouldnt mind trying again.See what happens.

Was thinking back how I shouldve have done more in my early twenties..did everything late and I missed out being crazy,I was but it was innocent..and now that im 27 ..jeez just baffles me..i dont feel it i dont look it..but its attatched to me..this is the time where I should already start my settling down phase..and do it right..enough with the procrastination and onto the serious business says me and I should chuckle to that..nah seriously.