domnicella

Just listening to Coldplay"In my place" and I cant help but to think of someone. Its funny how songs can so much have impact on your life...Some song came on when we were doing this and he sang that when we did that..always something to remind me..haha..
Its been raining for 2 days straight.I love it cause I didnt have anywhere to go, so staying home and sleeping all day feels good once in awhile.
I dont know about anyone else but when it comes time to think about my future I kinda put it off and distract myself from it. I know I should have some sort of plan but its like I cant unless I knew where I was going for certain.
Seems like im on a fighting frenzy.I tend to say things that come out the wrong way and then i go and get too defensive and raise my voice with no mal intention of doing so.I just cant seem to get along with anyone.Maybe its me and maybe its them.But its weighing so heavily on me that when I was on the phone with Rich I had to act like I had the flu cause I kept wanting to let my anger,frustrations come out but then I didnt want him to worry over something so foolish.Its just me feeling all weird.I have a thick skin but sometimes when the person has a way of getting to you its crap.Rich sensed something and asked if anything was wrong but of course I denied and lied just so he wouldnt have to think about me too much.Its really nothing but im also a drama queen with him and thats enough of him hearing about it so yeah Im just gonna go about my business and take it easy.No need to be sour,who really does?
Anyways,my brother added the burner to our computer for just $40.I dont know why so cheap,being that the service and burner looks more than what it costed but ah well.Doubt ill use it.
Night has come and welcome it.