domnicella

So my Christmas was um er ..interesting.
I did my last minute shopping with just a hundred to my name. I was flat broke after an hour. ..My wallet and bank account is hurting but my bf made me promise to start saving atleast 100 every 2 weeks. He wants me to take my written test for driving so he can help me with the driving, although I can but I need some assistance in some areas such as highways, few signs..etc. After a 10 hr work shift he wanted to stop by to give me a present. he was very excited to see my reaction. So it was 11pm...both were sleepy but I had to go to mass with family at 12am, so he asked me to open it. I did..and it was the most most precious thing. A ring..white gold diamond hearts attatched all around. Nothing huge but just perfect. Scary when someone knows you too well in just a matter of 2 months. Think he is someone that actually cares about me. 100%..we've had our not so good moments but he always stands by trying to patch things up.
He's not like the guys Ive dated in the past that will shrug it and leave me stranded. I hate to piss anyone off but I have reasons and sometimes I cant control my feelings therefore, I need an outlet, so I take my agression on the people I love. Strangely. But when its them that causes my distress, I dont fight. I just give the silent treatment. Everyone has their own way of showing their unhappiness of that moment. It's Just the way I am. I get over it, the other person doesnt. Then the "talk" comes into play. Being an adult is hard. James does indeed understand me. Big accomplishment on his part. Hard for people to do. So its been 2 months since our first date. Cheesy as it sounds but the first time I saw him waiting for me across where I was, I knew id be with him for a long time. You just know it. Good timing too. Im lucky.

We dont have any plans for New years because Im not crazy about any of us to shell out $150 each for a club or a boat ride. Maybe if we saved up, could be wild.
Just as long as I have my family and him around, Ill be uber happy.
Gonna get shitfaced with some apple cidar and Moret.