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Im on vacation!!!

No more tension headaches, Ive been getting lately from all the amount of estrogen at work. (it is ruled by women)So what I wanted to do for some time, is remake my room. Making it more contemporary, and less clutter. Gonna work hard on it. Sad how excited I am cause Ill be doing it myself. A self-proclaimed decorator I suppose. Just...
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My love has gone frown just for a month.

How long must one wait?
How patient must one be?

He makes me laugh, smile, and ..alot of things. He is worth the wait.
Im getting sappier each month.

Just hope he knows how much I really care about him and sometimes I can be very mysterious and secretive but like him, I cant easily let out...
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mrmiah:
Hugs baby. It sucks being without the one you love. A part of me was hoping my feeling towards Francisca (the girl in Chile) would fade as i eased back into life here, but they have grown, for both of us. I don't know what to do....... I think i'll just go with it...... It feels great to be in love again, even if we can't be together...........

It's crazy, fuck buddies, and random dating, or hooking up just don't seem nearly as cool as just thinking about someone you love......
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Can't get into the habit of smoking so this will be my last pack. Just been a bit moody well more out of the norm. It also makes my stomach icky so Ill leave the cancer sticks behind.

I wasnt mad just disappointed.
Seems like, how stupid as it sounds, Ive always been left stranded by my bf's.

#1- after 6 months, reason most likely...
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dollbabyamy:
I'm glad you are quitting smoking! One more friend now quit! smile If I could only get the boy to leave the tobacco behind (or at least outside!).
I think you might just have to give your ex some time to get used to the idea of the two of you just being friends. He'll come around.
mrmiah:
It's a long process for healing for sure. While I was in Peru I got an email from an ex girlfriend who I hadn't talked to in almost two years. She said she was ready to reconcile. Not as anything more than friends, but she was ready to move ahead. I almost cried. I had been praying for that day for many years.

Someday you will find someone who won't leave. You know that you can't stay with someone just for their happiness...... gotta take care of you first......

So about that crack about south american girls! I did meet a lot of girls that were "takers" but I was so broke on this trip that the girls that were expecting a handout were sorely disappointed. I was fortunate enough to meet quite a few girls that were really giving and honest. Most actually paid their own way, and one in Chile always took me to the nice places! So yah, you can consider my one of the exceptions........ biggrin
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stormrider:
shit happens to the best of us
daveydarko:
sleeep surreal
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kira:
kiss kiss kiss kiss ...for you... kiss kiss kiss kiss
cokeconfessional:
A co-worker of mine told me to avoid girls under twenty-two. I think she may be on to something.

I don't know what it is, but over the past year I've encountered so many crackheads. I really didn't think people actually still smoked crack.
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My arms are sore.
My allergies are acting up blackeyed .
I think Im fine.

Gonna go over my brother's house for a get together.
His place, only a year old carries so much memories of my uncle and ex. Just daunting.
But we are here to celebrate my niece's birthday. Her 2nd one. I did buy her something very nice but wont be shipped till...
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cokeconfessional:
Oh, do you not drink?

Underage girls are always a good time.. except when you want to go some place that cards. Then, sadness.

And yeah, it did suck about that girl. I had kind of liked her and so did my friend that found out she was a crackhead. She had awesome taste in music and was generally game for anything.. c'est la vie. Maybe nobody told her crack was wack?
cokeconfessional:
Oh, do you not drink?

Underage girls are always a good time.. except when you want to go some place that cards. Then, sadness.

And yeah, it did suck about that girl. I had kind of liked her and so did my friend that found out she was a crackhead. She had awesome taste in music and was generally game for anything.. c'est la vie. Maybe nobody told her crack was wack?
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Things get complicated.
Talked to a wise woman and yes, I screwed up big time.
Don't know if I can fix my "mistake" but I know getting out of it will be difficult. It's something I need time to analyze and hopefully, I get an answer.
I'm torn.

When you think some people don't like you, it's not always the case. Assumptions are bad, made...
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dollbabyamy:
I'm sorry you've screwed up on something...I hope that everything works out for you and it gets fixed to the point that it's better than it's ever been. I'm here if you need to talk! smile
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Hello to you..5hrs away you... smile ...hope work is fun!


Anyways, I miss my 1 hr and ugh I have no time for anything for I have been rushing to get things done. Like going to this mall, that use to be ghetto and now its an upscale, you gotta dress like youre a model, um mall. Reminds me of the one in England only it...
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dollbabyamy:
I feel you on the messy room thing. Our living room is really messy right now. I've been saying I'm going to clean it up, but I'm exhausted. Maybe later. smile
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-Im so happy it's friday.
-Downpour for the weekend.
-Plans as of so far, celebrate a birthday and tossing things out, I suppose as in spring cleaning.

Now to get ready for work.
avaneveah:
Let me know if you find my sock when you clean biggrin
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They say it's me
That makes you do things
You might not have done
If I was away
And that's it's me
That likes to talk to you
And watches you
As you walk away
Don't say it's useless
Don't say forget it
Don't bring me wishes
Of silly dreams
Just say it's all
From too much freedom
Too many fingers
And to anything

They...
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dollbabyamy:
I'm quirky, silly and have a flat but and a gigantic brain...my boy thinks I'm sexy and my best friend thinks I'm sexy- so by proxy that makes you sexy. smile HAHA, no seriously, I think you are very pretty and the silliness, brains and all that other stuff just adds to it! smile
daveydarko:
Sexiness is a state of mind, and penis size. Haha, nah it's image, right? I mean, there's competing visions of sexiness that certain people choose or choose out of. Like SG's got this countercultural sexiness.
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love Im being serenaded....my ear is bleeding out of love. blackeyed LOL

Nah, its very um..new to me. kiss

I miss the pain in my ass.