So, another blog entry. I wonder why I do these, but I've been meaning to keep one for years and I always fail at it. I'm not one to spill my beans or brag or anything... unless I'm drunk. SG is the only site I actually like to blog on. funny er?
So, I think my Exercise and weight training has been paying off, I'm starting to actually look like a cage fighter. Its incredibly chavy but I like it, it not attracting the women like I thought it would be, but i'm not surprised, my plan was never:
lose weight + get sixpack = tits deep in tang?
I wanted it to revitalize my confidence, I don't want any one night stands but find someone to love again, i enjoy that, i'm good at it, but i can't find a single person whom is remotely interested in my interests. I guess my hang ups are too deep to easily cure, plus I have trust issues. Christ, i'm a 16 year old girl aren't i?
I'm back on Facebook so I can keep up to date with my gyms events, i only decided to add a few people whom I now I was going to talk to (get rid of all the school friends whom I have no connection with at all) But guess this, My Ex invited me to be a friend? I was like, are you delusional? you dumped me to be alone then replaced me quicker then a pair soiled underpants, now you want to see what I'm up to? Please, you just want to feel pious, feel like you didn't do anything bad, everything was outta your control, you 'didn't mean to' so we should at least be friends? I think Satan has a better chance at remorse then you do. I never claimed to be a great man, and forgiveness is earned not assumed.
Another pic of a tattoo i'm thinking of getting, not finished yet tho.
So, I think my Exercise and weight training has been paying off, I'm starting to actually look like a cage fighter. Its incredibly chavy but I like it, it not attracting the women like I thought it would be, but i'm not surprised, my plan was never:
lose weight + get sixpack = tits deep in tang?
I wanted it to revitalize my confidence, I don't want any one night stands but find someone to love again, i enjoy that, i'm good at it, but i can't find a single person whom is remotely interested in my interests. I guess my hang ups are too deep to easily cure, plus I have trust issues. Christ, i'm a 16 year old girl aren't i?
I'm back on Facebook so I can keep up to date with my gyms events, i only decided to add a few people whom I now I was going to talk to (get rid of all the school friends whom I have no connection with at all) But guess this, My Ex invited me to be a friend? I was like, are you delusional? you dumped me to be alone then replaced me quicker then a pair soiled underpants, now you want to see what I'm up to? Please, you just want to feel pious, feel like you didn't do anything bad, everything was outta your control, you 'didn't mean to' so we should at least be friends? I think Satan has a better chance at remorse then you do. I never claimed to be a great man, and forgiveness is earned not assumed.
Another pic of a tattoo i'm thinking of getting, not finished yet tho.