I've just realised how utterly depressed and alone I am at the moment. So I went out and bought a 225 suit. Now I'm sitting alone in my log cabin, browsing the internet but dressed up for a night out. But really, I have no idea what I'm doing at the moment anyway. I really have no self-esteem or energy to start anything new, I joined a dating site to just get a feel (I was kinda drunk too), but it's way over my head! I hate being the self-loathing type, but this situation is utterly balls, wish my life would skip this solo and go to a kick ass duet... or at least be an awesome solo... like a Jimmy Hendrix Guitar solo, currently it feels like a Jimmy Page bongo solo.
Ah well
Ah well