dominoe

ok so here is the shpeel for the last couple of days. i havent been packing although im moving on saturday. also my ex boyfriend and i have been hanging out, nothing serious and he decides to drop a bomb on me. I WISH IT WERE A.I.D.S but unfortunately it was that he was still in love with me. now if this were a month ago i wouls probablly be extatic. but unfortunately hes to little to late. i have been talking to a few other people. and although im not in love with them i still am having fun with the idea of new blood. i mean i love my ex more then anything( besides my daughter of course) but really. he had his fucking chance. and he pushed me away. told me that we should see other people and move on. i wanted him and no one else. but nope. he wanted to party and be a man or whatever. he had this road trip he was going on this summer that he wanted to be single for and not have ties to anyone and yadda yadda. meaning he really just wanted to get laid on his trip. so i said ok. so i moved on. got laid myself and now he realizes he made a mistake....or is it because he totalled his car and cant go on his trip?! hmmmm....u tell me. all in all i told him he was to late and i need space. so he said he will give me what i need. as for now im having fun. doing my own thing. ciao for now.