dominoe

SO im finally starting to feel better!! my voice still hasnt really come back but its ok. im still cute to look at so i dont really have to say much. also my dog CHEECH(i named him pre rehab) has fleas super bad so i had to take him to the vet today. he got all of his puppy shots and he also got a flea bath and flea medication!! im so happy. now he will be fresh and clean just like my sheets. i went shopping today too which is cool. i love getting new clothes to make new memories with. sometimes those memories are tough to forget though. hhmmmm lets see. oh i have decided to start dating again but im kinda nervous. i havent been out on a real date in a while. the last date i went on was with the ex and it ended sorta crappy. his after shave smelt like alcohol so my fucked up brain swore he drank. yeah im crazy sometimes. but to be honest....if it smells like alcohol and you just got outta rehab, odds are your gunna assume its alcohol. you feel me?! but i dunno. i think i just want to date so i can move on. but screw me if im wrong here, i think i just want to move on because im tired of thinking about him all the time. i guess i just want a "PROJECT" if you will....so yeah.....um not this weekend but next its my birthday and im way to freakin lame to do that whole wish list thing so if anyone wants to do it for me it would be much appreciated. otherwise i dont really care if i get gifts...just cute little cards and maybe some flowers. any girl who says they dont like flowers are lying. they are beautiful and they were put here for only 2 reasons. to give bees pollen to make lucious honey. and to make girls smile on holidays and on their birthdays!! oh and sometimes they go good in salads, but only to look at. they taste kinda funny