dominoe

some people are so fucked up!! if any of you have kept up with my blogs then you will see how hard these past few days have been for me. all i wanted was someone to be with me all fucking day. but no. the person who was spending all day with me left to go home to change and decided to not come back. i needed app\le juice for my daughter and he still didnt show!! i called and what is he doing?? hes to fucking busy bullshitting and smoking pot with his friends!! fucking pot people. i could understand a crack addict blowing me off but wtf?! i needed someone sober for me today. god he pretends like he cares abut he fucking doesnt. i asked him to stay sober today. for me. but no. i cant have one fucking day. not one. stupid people who act like they care about me but they lie. now im stuck crying because its my dads fucking birthday, hes dead and im all by my fucking self because the person i was spending the day with blew me off for fucking pot. what a jerk. im so hurt right now i cant stop crying. my daughter is telling me its going to be ok. she is the only one who is here for me. a fucking teo year old. how sad is that. im fucking 21 yr s old and my best friend is a 2 year old. please if anyone is out there reading this i need someone here. i need someones comfort. please.