dominoe

hey everyone. i have some bad news......i havent been laid in a week!! i hate it. i almost want to call my ex boyfriend just so that i can get in his pants. i had a sex dream last night about him and i woke up in a sweat and i had to change my pants. seriously i dont know if i am just having withdrawls or if im missing him that much. i mean i have missed sex before but never this bad. he is the only person i have ever made love with so i think that is why i want it so bad. ok, dont laugh because i have never told anyone this before, but i actually cried once when we had sex. I know i know. THAT IS SO LAME!! but seriously it wasd that good. it wasnt dirty, it wasnt like xrated. it was beautiful. it was the closest i had ever felt with anyone in my entire life and i miss it. god. we have had the greatest times. we had sex in a taco bell drive through!! the line was super long so we took advantage. another time we pulled over on the free way and had at it. it was great. i dunno. i cant get it out of my head. i want him soooooo bad right now. i dunno maybe he will read this and sneak in my bed room tonight and have his way with me. no talking, just passionate hard core sex. he can even leave afterwards without saying anything. ok, thats my new fantasy!! ahhhhhhhhhhh. im leaving my door unlocked.