So I'm starting my new job tomorrow..eek..am looking forward to having something constructive to do but kinda nervous. I really hope I like it. Otherwise I'll have failed at 2 things since the end of september. Not great. But no I'm sure I'll enjoy it once I get into it. Kinda scary to think I'll be working 5 days a week, considering I've been a complete bum since like..june. Lazy arse. I got a shock the other day when I realised just how much tax I'll be paying. It displeases me. I have private health cover and haven't been to a state school since I was 7. I don't want to pay for my friends to be on the dole. Oh well, only a year of it then I can be a tax dodging student 
hypocrite..
I've lost more weight. Very pleased. No idea why I'm losing it though. I suppose I'm eating a bit less, but not sure really. Have lost a stone now since the beginning of sept. I'm not complaining!! Although a lot of my clothes are too big now..grr.
Have put up a few more pics on my profile..not sure why..but have a nosy if you want.
Eek can't believe I start work tomorrow. Worried.
Tom's building me a computer. I want a really flashy case
If anyone knows anywhere I can get a spiderman one i would be very grateful. I've found a batman one already but spiderman is where it's at. I want some multicoloured fans too..and those lights that react to sound. Oh yes..pimp my PC.
He was also saying he's already got my xmas present but has to store it at his mums cuz it's too big to hide in the apartment. I think I have an idea what it is from all the questions I've asked and he's vaguely answered, but I don't want to guess officially so I'll keep my ideas to myself. Am extremely excited though We're gona give eachother our main presents before we go to Dubai (he's got tickets on the same flight as me so yey!!) then just have a few bits of things to open on xmas day. We go on 23rd so we'll prob have our xmas on 20th. That means I have...erm...45 days to wait. God damnit. Maybe we could have it on the 15th..10 days before xmas. Then I'll at least have a chance to play with whatever my present is oooh exciting
I want xmas to hurry up. I LOVE xmas and everything to do with it. Have already started my xmas shopping.
Wow there are some really shit things on tv on a sunday. Think I'll go and start tidying things..won't get done when I'm at work. Tom's great but not so wonderful at tidying up
mwah
hypocrite..
I've lost more weight. Very pleased. No idea why I'm losing it though. I suppose I'm eating a bit less, but not sure really. Have lost a stone now since the beginning of sept. I'm not complaining!! Although a lot of my clothes are too big now..grr.
Have put up a few more pics on my profile..not sure why..but have a nosy if you want.
Eek can't believe I start work tomorrow. Worried.
Tom's building me a computer. I want a really flashy case
If anyone knows anywhere I can get a spiderman one i would be very grateful. I've found a batman one already but spiderman is where it's at. I want some multicoloured fans too..and those lights that react to sound. Oh yes..pimp my PC.
He was also saying he's already got my xmas present but has to store it at his mums cuz it's too big to hide in the apartment. I think I have an idea what it is from all the questions I've asked and he's vaguely answered, but I don't want to guess officially so I'll keep my ideas to myself. Am extremely excited though
We're gona give eachother our main presents before we go to Dubai (he's got tickets on the same flight as me so yey!!) then just have a few bits of things to open on xmas day. We go on 23rd so we'll prob have our xmas on 20th. That means I have...erm...45 days to wait. God damnit. Maybe we could have it on the 15th..10 days before xmas. Then I'll at least have a chance to play with whatever my present is oooh exciting
I want xmas to hurry up. I LOVE xmas and everything to do with it. Have already started my xmas shopping.
Wow there are some really shit things on tv on a sunday. Think I'll go and start tidying things..won't get done when I'm at work. Tom's great but not so wonderful at tidying up
mwah
But tax is good (sort of). The more tax you pay, the higher your salary!
(OK, twisted logic. But it keeps me sane.)