dominanefret

I need something. I don't know what. I've been feeling kind of empty or broken lately. Not whole.

Also it has been really hard to force myself to get motivated. I hate feeling this way.

I need a car.

Also, I discovered last night that the sound on my computer no longer works. A computer with no sound = no good. So I also need a new computer. Well, really, there are a number of reasons why I need a computer. That just kind of seals the deal.

And I owe my uncle $600.

So I have to get a job. Which I will have to walk, bike, or take the metro to. Yes, I know many of you do that already, but it is not an idea that I particularly relish. Especially as we are getting in to our cold and wet months.

I wish there were easier ways to get money.

I'm worried that I'm starting to get depressed. The best way for me to tend to avoid that is to keep busy. To work, to socialize, to just get out of the house. Not having a car and not having money makes those things hard.

I can use my parents care during the day... if I wake up at 7am and drive my mom to work.
Right. That's likely.

I'm being whiny so I should just stop typing.

Anyone in MD/DC/VA want to hang out? I promise if we do that I won't be a huge downer.