dominanefret

Today's Chuck was great. NBC better not cancel it. The "too be continued" at the end was a good sign.
So many of my favourite shows have been canceled lately, I'll be quite upset if it happens to another.

I have so much packing to do, but I have been fucking sick. Which is miserable and terrible. It is making it really hard to get work done. Whenever I start packing stuff up I just ended up feeling dizzy.

I got a call from the Barnes and Noble in Glendale telling me that apparently they don't even need to talk to my assistant manager, I just need to go in there when I move and talk to the manager, and barring her hating me they should be able to put me on the schedule in a few weeks. That would be awesome. It would be pretty fucking fantastic to move to LA and have a job pretty much when I get there. Especially with what I have heard about the job market in LA.
Plus, the minimum wage out there is more than what I have been making here.

My self esteem has been in the pits. I know I haven't been single very long, but it still stings to find out that the guys I have been interested in for awhile are now seeing people. It makes me feel... unwanted and unloved I guess.
It isn't even that I was hoping to hope right in to something. I know it is probably best if I be single for awhile. but I would like to have my options available to me.

Not having been on the dating scene in so long, I feel kind of clueless and hopeless.

I've always been the kind of person who needs the availability of human contact.

I guess we'll see what happens when I move out there.