Today/ Yesterday was my darling Morgan's birthday. And I am just now almost done with her birthday present. Or at least 3/4 of the way done with it.
Hopefully she and her awesome birthday surprise will be coming to Ryan's party on saturday so I can give it to her!
I am listening to a playlist I have titled "thinking about boys."
How lame!
Lame lame lame lame lame.
I could have gone on a date today. BUT the stupid buy forgot that I told him to call my HOME LINE and he called my buggered cell. Now he apparently thinks I am avoiding him. I told the idiot that my cell doesn't work. GAH.
It is probably for the best though. He mentioned me "needing a spanking." Which was our thing back when we were dating last summer. But now I have no interest in having sex with him...and I think that is the main reason he wanted to see me. He said he was going to take me out to a movie and "give me a massage" afterwards. Which I rather took to mean "seduce me."
For some reason doing anything with him would feel like cheating. Which is peculiar because I'M NOT DATING ANYONE. He's smart. He's funny. He has a really good stable job and makes a fuck of a lot more than most 25 year olds. He is very attractive... but.... just.. I don't know. Oh Socks.
It is interesting the predicament I am in. I REALLY want to get laid. I am really hard core craving physical intimacy. But I am being oh so very picky. I think there are only.... three? Three people I am willing to have sex with right now. And they all live in the midwest. Funny that. (We are going to count TO as the midwest for now. It is bloody close enough.)
So I am going on a roadtrip in early-ish october. Columbus, Cleveland, Toronto. And depending how things work out maybe a day in Dayton in there. There is a UU conference in Columbus that my friend Jon from Michigan is going to, and he convinced me to come. Didn't have to twist my arm very hard. When I had my three hour conversation with Robbie the other day he suggested I come visit. Between Columbus and Toronto is Cleveland AND Canadian thanksgiving. So logically I visit my friend Garth in Cleveland for a day or two while Robbie and the fam are being thankful at their cottage. Dayton will depend on a certain persons willingness/interest in seeing me for a day/couple of hours and said persons availability. One never knows with said person. Dear said person: I will send out your package tomorrow. Hopefully.
So this is a trip where I could either have LOTS AND LOTS of sex, get very heart broken, or both.
Oh Heather. You are a very very silly girl.
The problem is that I am a very very hopeful person. That has always been my downfall. Stupid hope. Ugh. For serious.
Wow. I had planned on making a short entry.
When did I start updating my SG journal more than my Live Journal? When did I start caring about what all of you say more?
Interesting.
And thank you all for being SO supportive. It has been a really rough couple of weeks and you all have really had my back. I love all of you.
Hopefully she and her awesome birthday surprise will be coming to Ryan's party on saturday so I can give it to her!
I am listening to a playlist I have titled "thinking about boys."
How lame!
Lame lame lame lame lame.
I could have gone on a date today. BUT the stupid buy forgot that I told him to call my HOME LINE and he called my buggered cell. Now he apparently thinks I am avoiding him. I told the idiot that my cell doesn't work. GAH.
It is probably for the best though. He mentioned me "needing a spanking." Which was our thing back when we were dating last summer. But now I have no interest in having sex with him...and I think that is the main reason he wanted to see me. He said he was going to take me out to a movie and "give me a massage" afterwards. Which I rather took to mean "seduce me."
For some reason doing anything with him would feel like cheating. Which is peculiar because I'M NOT DATING ANYONE. He's smart. He's funny. He has a really good stable job and makes a fuck of a lot more than most 25 year olds. He is very attractive... but.... just.. I don't know. Oh Socks.
It is interesting the predicament I am in. I REALLY want to get laid. I am really hard core craving physical intimacy. But I am being oh so very picky. I think there are only.... three? Three people I am willing to have sex with right now. And they all live in the midwest. Funny that. (We are going to count TO as the midwest for now. It is bloody close enough.)
So I am going on a roadtrip in early-ish october. Columbus, Cleveland, Toronto. And depending how things work out maybe a day in Dayton in there. There is a UU conference in Columbus that my friend Jon from Michigan is going to, and he convinced me to come. Didn't have to twist my arm very hard. When I had my three hour conversation with Robbie the other day he suggested I come visit. Between Columbus and Toronto is Cleveland AND Canadian thanksgiving. So logically I visit my friend Garth in Cleveland for a day or two while Robbie and the fam are being thankful at their cottage. Dayton will depend on a certain persons willingness/interest in seeing me for a day/couple of hours and said persons availability. One never knows with said person. Dear said person: I will send out your package tomorrow. Hopefully.
So this is a trip where I could either have LOTS AND LOTS of sex, get very heart broken, or both.
Oh Heather. You are a very very silly girl.
The problem is that I am a very very hopeful person. That has always been my downfall. Stupid hope. Ugh. For serious.
Wow. I had planned on making a short entry.
When did I start updating my SG journal more than my Live Journal? When did I start caring about what all of you say more?
Interesting.
And thank you all for being SO supportive. It has been a really rough couple of weeks and you all have really had my back. I love all of you.
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also said person can't wait for their package but highly doubt that a visit will work. especially not a naughty visit