well not much is going on just work and thats it as fas as the weekend goes im not sure whats going on its still to early to tell. i know ill go out but i just dont know where and when cause i have friday off but i work early on saturday and sunday so i dont know. i got my last check from my other job so theres an extra 200 bucks for the month so thats good. i told my roomate i was moving out at the end of feb. she wasnt happy cause we had a good time together and she liked having me as a roomate. i dont want to go but i have other things in my life that i need to take care of and having that extra 600 dollars a month will help. maybe it just wasnt time for me to move out. everyone tells me that everything happens for a reason so hopefully there right. it seems like i have a big rain cloud over my life right now so im just waiting for the rain to stop and the clouds to break so the sun can poke though. i guess at one point in everyones life there has to be a down time where everything sucks and nothing is going the way you want it to but then again life is like a rollercoaster in order to have your ups you have to have your downs. i just want to say thanks to everyone whose been there for me, your comments have been great and they get me though the bad days so thanks again 
FWEEEEEEEDOM!