i've got a big 'ol Kira shaped hole in my heart right now, and it's fucking me up. i know that i get to see her in a week... and i'm gonna hug her and hug her and hug her and kiss her and kiss her 'til i can't hug her and kiss her any more... but then i have to say "goodbye"....... again. that's fucked up. no one can fill that hole but her. this is stupid. we shouldn't be so far apart.
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ya know... i never ask for anything from anyone... unless i really need to. this morning i was so hungry but way too hungover to drive anywhere. so i (oh so sweetly) asked my man to go to subway for me... and he said no. just like that. "haha... well, uh... the VMA's are gonna be on in a few minutes."
maybe i was asking too much...
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ya know... i never ask for anything from anyone... unless i really need to. this morning i was so hungry but way too hungover to drive anywhere. so i (oh so sweetly) asked my man to go to subway for me... and he said no. just like that. "haha... well, uh... the VMA's are gonna be on in a few minutes."
maybe i was asking too much...
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Sorry, I'm a dirty fuck neck.
Anyway here is a poem for you, I was gonna put it in my journal so if you see it there too don't think your tripping out.
I can remember the first time the knife went in.
It felt like stabbing a watermelon,
Only melons don't scream.
I've done it a hundred times since then,
But I still flinch when the blade hits bone.