Friday Aug 29, 2003

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i've got a big 'ol Kira shaped hole in my heart right now, and it's fucking me up. i know that i get to see her in a week... and i'm gonna hug her and hug her and hug her and kiss her and kiss her 'til i can't hug her and kiss her any more... but then i have to say "goodbye"....... again. that's fucked up. no one can fill that hole but her. this is stupid. we shouldn't be so far apart.
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ya know... i never ask for anything from anyone... unless i really need to. this morning i was so hungry but way too hungover to drive anywhere. so i (oh so sweetly) asked my man to go to subway for me... and he said no. just like that. "haha... well, uh... the VMA's are gonna be on in a few minutes."
maybe i was asking too much... whatever
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disappearhere:
Damn, I would have a Kira shaped hole too!
Sorry, I'm a dirty fuck neck.

Anyway here is a poem for you, I was gonna put it in my journal so if you see it there too don't think your tripping out.

I can remember the first time the knife went in.
It felt like stabbing a watermelon,
Only melons don't scream.
I've done it a hundred times since then,
But I still flinch when the blade hits bone.
obsidian_:
you were in my dream last night...but it was odd cause you didn't dress like yourself...and it involved you telling me alll these places to meet youin La...but you wouldn't drive me so i was just wandering around aimlesly and there were lots of random people running around in prom dresses and i remember randomly stopping to do some ceramics......such a strangly odd dream

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