dolorian

oh bloody hell. the pain in my head will never stop, will it? two day migraines can kiss my sweet ass i think what hurts worse though is my teeth and jaw from having my jaw clenched so hard for the last two days. i'm even doing it in my sleep. i woke up choking on my blood from a nosebleed. it really bugs me that my nose bleeds everytime i get a headache. i don't really feel like thats normal but i told 2 different doctors and they weren't concerned so i guess i shouldn't be either. right?
i think i was drugged or something on thursday night. i was waaaay more fucked up than i should have been. and have no recollection of anything past a certain point. whats fucked up is that my sister left me at the bar with some stranger who pissed me off somehow... i really can't remember what happened... but i know that i ended up walking home in tears. i only know that from what she tells me. and chad apparantly called me at 2 something (which would be 5 something his time) cause he felt like something was wrong. i told you the boy can read my mind. we talked for 2 hours but i don't remember any of that either. i know how much i can drink and i know that i didn't even come close to that.
sorry for all the bitching