dolorian

ya know... i haven't been on here for so long, and everything has changed so much that i couldn't even figure out how to update my journal. anyway, if i still even have anyone on here that still gives a damn, i thought i'd stop in and say hello. i'm living in the middle of freakin nowhere, with no one i'm really interested in spending time with. i miss my pgh and la friends so much, and especially the clubs i used to go to. now all i have are these redneck ass bars filled with redneck ass drama. it's sucking the life right out of me. when i first got here i walked into a bar and asked the bartender what kind of vodka they had ('cause i really wanted a martini) he looked at me and said "vodka?". i said, "you do know what vodka is, don't you?" "well all we got is beer here" *sigh*
my best friends now are named xanax and valium. haha.. how pathetic. anyway, how have you been?