dollytrauma

I never write posts in this blog because I'm sure nobody is interested to read whats happens is my life. Also because I have another blog (in french) for my friends and another people that I know who doesn't see me often. But...Maybe I shoulf begin to really write something here. Or...I don't know lol
Is somebody is interested to read something from me or not ?
I have to say that I'm feel too lazy to write in english. I totally suck and I hate it. I don't know why is so hard to me to talk in english. I know that I'm that that bad but I think I'm too shy. Don't want to make mistakes, don't want people think that I suck and not interresting. So..I shut my mouth.
I know that I have to change that. Plus, I study at Concordia Universty in Montreal and all my classes is in english. The thing it's that is easier to me to listen ( and undertance) people talking in english but I don't practice my language. I really hope to be bilingual at the end of my BAC. It's one of my goal.
I feel so handicaped right now cause I'm not able to communicate correctly with people that I found interresting.
I don't want to be shy anymore !
I'm a SG member since I don't know when.. almost a year I think...and I talked to nobody in this site. I feel horrible! I would like to talk and meet these SG from Montreal. They are georgous and seems very interresting.
So..the first step is to really begin to write in my blog and stop beign shy of everything.

Un p'tit allo tout le monde francophone :-)