dollydeadgirl333

I am having a strange morning. I got my soy latte and had a ciggie, then met a new friend on the street--he had a guitar and was clean so I figured I was safe. I am potentially having a drink with this person later. I don't know if Im actually going to show up--I have 'plans' with my 'family' but i dint know if...
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I am going out. i feel bad about how my relationships with a few special people have been terminated. i had to terminate them in order to move on with my life. i hope to never see them again but i wish them well. that's just life? i guess it is.

wolfsheim is awesome. thanks to a cool guy for all this cool shit on...
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oh joy! my other 'sister' is on her way back from hell to observe the human experimental doll. how cool. im glad i got new work done so she can be even more appalled by my appearance than she was a few months ago. i dont care. i am not related to these people. they are just people. strange, abnormal people.

i bought a beautiful...
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i am sitting here with my family---and, strange enough, some kind of calm before the storm is a welcome thing for me--i got new work today, and i think i am nearly done--maybe a red star behind my ear and a mermaid, but the mermaid would be for something that is already a reality for me--to get it would almost be an insult to the...
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I feel like complete and total shit--and at the same time i feel as if today is a major rebirth for me, big huge sigh of relief following that statement--the past year has been so hard--i never ever ever thought or even dreamed of the things that have happened to me happening to anyone--and then i realize that what has happened to me probably doesnt...
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i just erased more toolbags from my existence--and it wasnt even hard--toxic people. TOXICITY--why must it exist? for what purpose, evil? the balance, or order, proper order of things? why dont i wear my glasses--because to see things in a sharp frame is scary? probably.

BAHHHHH--i am disturbed by serious mental illness on the bad side of the family. Bad mental illness. it makes me...
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I am living in hell and my sister is the devil--no haha-- i am the most fucking fucked up girl in the whole world-
I went and hung out with bikers last night and didnt get drunk-
righty points for me!!! so my dad dies and my soul gets sucked by a psychopath--and my two bitch ass 'sisters' dont do a damn thing even though...
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I have to do some important shit later---my sister and i are having a slight moment of 'sisterly bonding'--or something close to it?
i am relaxing--bleaching my hair later and then go-go-going--
i am feeling a little boxed in but not in a bad way---i dont know, who knows--who even reads this--no one or maybe some people--
new tats on the horizon!!! ahhh--and all good...
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i am being fucking stupid-I am letting fear dominate my life--I am letting fear rule me--FUCKING IT STOPS RIGHT NOW> RIGHT NOW>RIGHT NOW> no more fear ever. and food--ick. I need to lose more weight--\

I am so tired. I have been through so much. I feel like sleeping for fucking days. I have to not act like a retard. Someone really awesome told me...
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I am in hell and dead can dance is the soundtrack--at least satan is out of my life--i have to go out later--i am pushing it but i dont care anymore, i need something extremely good to happen to me for a change--and someone else needs something good to happen to him, as well. its been a long time coming.
i feel as if i...
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