I am so fucking furious right now.
I work a shitty job because I'm a student. I work really really hard, to the point where I exacerbate the chronic pain disease and make myself seriously ill. I live on my own and live pay cheque to pay cheque, sometimes I can't afford groceries because they give me such little money and work.
Because I am such a dedicated employee, I was told that I had a supervisor position in the bag and that the only thing stopping me was my availability. So, I dropped out of school for a semester so I could take a break (due to heath reasons from working and going to school full time) and save up some cash for the next semester. I'm then told that I lost my position to a girl from the outside (I had been working here a year now by the way) because she had more experience than I. I sighed and just went on my merry way, however disappointed. One thing that I didn't understand is how is it more efficient to hire from the outside as they have to spend more time and money training this person?
I just recently added my new supervisor on facebook and see pics of her partying with the hiring supervisor and it's just like, what the fuck am I supposed to think happened? Yeah she's got previous management experience but I don't see how I could get any if they won't fucking hire me. They can counter and say that I had poor availability, but I literally shifted my life around for them. If I've got poor attendance? IT'S BECAUSE I'VE BEEN BUSTING MY ASS OFF FOR YOUR FUCKING BUSINESS. It just makes me lose even more faith in humanity.
The girl they hired is sweet and I like her, I don't resent/blame her because none of this was any of her doing, she just wanted a job. In fact, I try to help train her when I can. You know, because I'm a fucking good employee. I'm most likely just jumping to conclusions but I just can't deal with this anymore. I'm tired of getting fucked in the ass.
I just don't want to go into work anymore. Why the fuck should I bother? They don't pay me nearly enough to give a fucking shit anymore. Due to all of the stress on me and my body, I've been trying new medications to help me function but even then they make me sick and high. So now my cash handling skills have gone to shit and I'm getting written up left and right. I'm so tired of this fucking shit.
Fuck you guys. I'm starving over here, disabled and just done with this shit.
TL;DR: Nepotism
I work a shitty job because I'm a student. I work really really hard, to the point where I exacerbate the chronic pain disease and make myself seriously ill. I live on my own and live pay cheque to pay cheque, sometimes I can't afford groceries because they give me such little money and work.
Because I am such a dedicated employee, I was told that I had a supervisor position in the bag and that the only thing stopping me was my availability. So, I dropped out of school for a semester so I could take a break (due to heath reasons from working and going to school full time) and save up some cash for the next semester. I'm then told that I lost my position to a girl from the outside (I had been working here a year now by the way) because she had more experience than I. I sighed and just went on my merry way, however disappointed. One thing that I didn't understand is how is it more efficient to hire from the outside as they have to spend more time and money training this person?
I just recently added my new supervisor on facebook and see pics of her partying with the hiring supervisor and it's just like, what the fuck am I supposed to think happened? Yeah she's got previous management experience but I don't see how I could get any if they won't fucking hire me. They can counter and say that I had poor availability, but I literally shifted my life around for them. If I've got poor attendance? IT'S BECAUSE I'VE BEEN BUSTING MY ASS OFF FOR YOUR FUCKING BUSINESS. It just makes me lose even more faith in humanity.
The girl they hired is sweet and I like her, I don't resent/blame her because none of this was any of her doing, she just wanted a job. In fact, I try to help train her when I can. You know, because I'm a fucking good employee. I'm most likely just jumping to conclusions but I just can't deal with this anymore. I'm tired of getting fucked in the ass.
I just don't want to go into work anymore. Why the fuck should I bother? They don't pay me nearly enough to give a fucking shit anymore. Due to all of the stress on me and my body, I've been trying new medications to help me function but even then they make me sick and high. So now my cash handling skills have gone to shit and I'm getting written up left and right. I'm so tired of this fucking shit.
Fuck you guys. I'm starving over here, disabled and just done with this shit.
TL;DR: Nepotism
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It's shitty how the world works sometimes 
... But things can't always suck ... Keep working hard and good things will come to u 
... But things can't always suck ... Keep working hard and good things will come to u