dollierocker

i wish i knew what was going on with me. is it hyperglycemia? anxiety? an ulcer??? what?!? i'm going to see a doctor next week but in the meantime i've been living without sugary foods and...booze! i haven't been drunk since august, which i suppose isn't a total loss, except for the fact that i don't feel any healthier for it.

i've been working on coats most of the time, as well as cleaning up the yard and the rest of the house. i'm the only one in my home that is working and it's a total bummer. it's 4PM and the other girls aren't even awake yet!! hell even my dog is sleeping. i just want to make some money and start saving for LA as soon as i can. i don't have the money to get the new tattoo i've wanted, let alone to pay the darling miss lorelei for a quality set. ok, truth be told: i don't even have money to pay the rent and the bills. and now i'm battling some mystery illness that is taking it's toll on my physically (and emotionally as a consequence).

this has been the light of my life for most of this year:

thank you, WEtv. now...what's the next big adventure??