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Fuck Off, NJ

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Friday Nov 26, 2004

Nov 26, 2004
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I kill myself every night just to wake up every morning worse off than before.
Life keeps repeating but now I'm missing you more.
Take my heart, take my life, and use me cause I'll let you.
I get lost inside myself, try to drown til I forget you.
My heart is in the wrong place. My mind is just gone.
Kill the emotions so that I don't cry.
When I look in your eyes I feel helpless inside.
Squeeze me so tight until I start to feel again.
I want to feel, I want to care, want to breathe, live, share.
But I don't feel, I don't love.
I push and I shove.
I kick and I scream.
I say things I don't mean.
So just leave me here to die.
Just don't even try.
I am empty inside.




But I'm also bipolar so I don't know how I feel or what I want...ever haha.
VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
superficial:
yo!

don't be sad. smile

kiss
Nov 26, 2004
pommyjeff:
in that case... beautiful. nice writing Jenna. smile
obviously quite heart-wrenching stuff, but beautifully sad...
Nov 26, 2004

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