Yeah thanks for the love everyone I'm feeling better..I was just having a bad night I guess. The bipolar hasn't been that bad in a while. And I'm pissed about it cause I did something stupid and I almost totally fucked things up with my boy. Hopefully I fixed things but it was pretty close to being over. And that upset me a little. I'm letting myself get a little vulnerable in this situation..I gotta toughen up cause I don't wanna get hurt but oh well. At the moment it's worth whatever. Cause I like him a whole bunch.
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vauxilary:
hii...havent seen ya on here til now for some damn reason, but thought I'd tell ya how you're such a cutie and I hope things are goin ok for ya now!! 
pommyjeff:
you're journal entry just summed up my day. I fucked up, and almost ruined a friendship with someone i like a whole bunch. and it sucks x 12038084098409840 when you feel like your own isnecurities, problems or mood swings of the heart make you upset that important person. *sympathetic hug* sorry I didn't get to know you were down earlier or I would have sent some love. Apparently SG hates my computer and Windows XP in the UK so I had to get Mozilla...