I've decided today...that I need a hobby...and a new job...now the journey begins...I've come to the conclusion that I'm quite miserable in this point in life and I need to change that...so if anyone would like to donate some money...all I need is $700 and I can get my dream car and drive somewhere away from here...that and I want that car really bad...fuckin '91 red 5 speed VW golf with the rally front end....absolutely immaculate on the inside and out...i want it i want it i want it !!!!!!*drools* 
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theres a neat book about creativity and being bipolar that im reading. its called
Touched with Fire
its about all the bipolar depressed people who killed themselves like poets, writers, and artists, it talks about crazy mo foes Like robert lowell, Edgar Allen Poe, and William Black et. all.
all u need to do is pick one thing and stick with it
im polymodeling a tower for which u can see concept sketches in my pics section right now, it looks like ass right now, but give it eight more hours and i will have something to upload and share
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VW's ARE the shit...i have a mug thing from a town in germany that's the same as my last name that my grandma gave me...it's pretty...but i'm surprised it's not broken yet...both my names are towns in germany, well...frequently spelled different on different maps but still the same thing...at least i don't have nazi relatives...i think mine got killed off cause they were jews