Yeah thanks for the love everyone I'm feeling better..I was just having a bad night I guess. The bipolar hasn't been that bad in a while. And I'm pissed about it cause I did something stupid and I almost totally fucked things up with my boy. Hopefully I fixed things but it was pretty close to being over. And that upset me a little. I'm...
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vauxilary:
hii...havent seen ya on here til now for some damn reason, but thought I'd tell ya how you're such a cutie and I hope things are goin ok for ya now!! 
pommyjeff:
you're journal entry just summed up my day. I fucked up, and almost ruined a friendship with someone i like a whole bunch. and it sucks x 12038084098409840 when you feel like your own isnecurities, problems or mood swings of the heart make you upset that important person. *sympathetic hug* sorry I didn't get to know you were down earlier or I would have sent some love. Apparently SG hates my computer and Windows XP in the UK so I had to get Mozilla...
Did I mention how much I hate my life today? Well. I hate everything. If I could just erase the past 5 years I would. I'm having a really bad night. Emotionally and physically. I just don't wanna be conscious right now. And I definately don't wanna go to work ever again.
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lilmissmorbid:
Ugh whose ass do I need to kick the shit out of? Just point me in the general direction I will find them. Hugs to you sweetie I hope your okay.
Hows the boytoy?
You should take a road trip to Va and crash here for a few days and lets go play.
Hows the boytoy?
You should take a road trip to Va and crash here for a few days and lets go play.
friday:
did your day get better after you got bi-hawks? mine did. cheer up barb! at least we dont have to work with fatty sally today...just each other 
oh wait and the shit dick customers...but at least well have each other!
oh wait and the shit dick customers...but at least well have each other!
Today is Tuesday. I'm not working again today. My boss is still a pyscho. But that's ok. I'm ignoring it. I don't care anymore. I need to look for an apartment today.
I cooked dinner for the boy last night. And fed Friday while I was at it. At least we didn't totally pig out on it like usual and get sick.
My new profile...
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I cooked dinner for the boy last night. And fed Friday while I was at it. At least we didn't totally pig out on it like usual and get sick.
My new profile...
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with_forevers:
don't worry, i didn't forget you <3
don't worry, i didn't forget you <3
with_forevers:
baby....come wipe my ass.
I'm really tired right now. Didn't work today...just played the guitar.
Right now I'm waiting for the boy to get home from his ball game. I cooked him dinner...cause he eats all the time. Anywho. Yeah...I'm gonna go wait now...and yeah that's so exciting. NOT.
Love, Jenna
Right now I'm waiting for the boy to get home from his ball game. I cooked him dinner...cause he eats all the time. Anywho. Yeah...I'm gonna go wait now...and yeah that's so exciting. NOT.
Love, Jenna
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lilmissmorbid:
I forgot to add I love the new profile pic.. I think I wanna have your babies.
godlessnerd:
ball game? what a weirdo... have fun playing your guitar 
Work wasn't too bad. Considering I almost wasn't technically conscious...I kept falling asleep while I was walking...f'd up. I'm a little more awake now but I definately should take a nap or something. Yay for not working tomorrow...
Anyways..I guess I'll go nap now.
Love you all
Jenna
Anyways..I guess I'll go nap now.
Love you all
Jenna
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omniscient:
hey, another beutiful girl from new hampshire! yeah!
uniteskater:
hey, i'm just saying hi cuz i'm a guy from NH and i just think it'd be cool to know someone from SG who lives in NH. so uh...e-mail me or IM me or something cuz i 'd love to hear from you, my e-mail is uniteskater@hotmail.com and my AIM is LaXCrunner
I'm fucking miserable today. I feel sick...but not hangover sick even though I started drinking at 4 this morning...now I gotta suffer through hell for 6 hours....blah. Maybe if I'm lucky and I feel better I'll be able to nap with the boy... 
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kelland:
eep. I hope you feel better soon. poor thing.
*huggles and snuggles*
*huggles and snuggles*
crazyanimallady:
Hope you feel better soon!
Anne
Anne
Worked all day yesterday but it was with my district manager so it was a good day. Then went over to Kristian's house. Watched a movie....I got drunk...hehehe. But I was up bright and early today. Got a coffee...got some blank cd's....and soon I'll be off to work again. Today will prolly be a hell day working with fatty sally...hmm...
dollfacepunk:
nobody leaves the love...i see how it is
Today was an off day...Maybe it was just the weather. Earlier in the day had Friday and Pommyjeff come over. I was so out of it. Then I was late to work...cause I failed to tell Friday that I needed to be there at 2...I swear it wasn't on purpose haha. Worked from 2-8:15...Back in hell....really odd, almost felt like I never even left...still on...
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kelland:
I would come and visit you if I had the means. 
So today was an ok day....Got to hang out with PommyJeff while he used my puter to burn cd's and tried to snoop at what I was chatting about with my boy. Haha. You don't wanna know jefficus you don't wanna know...or maybe you do...perve. Anywho. I guess I'm heading back over to Kristian's later. So I can watch him fall asleep and then take...
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lilmissmorbid:
Hmm i made them one time with the little piece of jalenpeno on them they tasted like ass. its a evil mind controling thing.
Happy Humpty hump day!
Happy Humpty hump day!
with_forevers:
here's the story:
i was over at this girls house for an economics project that we were supposed to work on. it was me, her, another boy, and another girl. we started working on the project, but quickly got bored. so we started to play truth or dare, naturally. it started out tame, but as they go, this game turned perverted. before i knew it, i was dared to stand naked in front of a window that faced the main road. so i got naked, and stood in front of the window. less than a minute later, the girls mom just walks right into the room without knocking. the three other kids dove behind furniture or ran into the bathroom, and i was just left there standing naked in front of her poor speechless mother. i really couldn't think of anything else to do, so i walked over and hugged her. while i was completely nude. then i grabbed my clothes and ran out of the house as fast as i could. and i never went back.
i was over at this girls house for an economics project that we were supposed to work on. it was me, her, another boy, and another girl. we started working on the project, but quickly got bored. so we started to play truth or dare, naturally. it started out tame, but as they go, this game turned perverted. before i knew it, i was dared to stand naked in front of a window that faced the main road. so i got naked, and stood in front of the window. less than a minute later, the girls mom just walks right into the room without knocking. the three other kids dove behind furniture or ran into the bathroom, and i was just left there standing naked in front of her poor speechless mother. i really couldn't think of anything else to do, so i walked over and hugged her. while i was completely nude. then i grabbed my clothes and ran out of the house as fast as i could. and i never went back.
Spent the past two days with the boy toy which was nice. It's nice not to sleep alone...on the fouton. Ha.
He drove me to Sally's yesterday to get my job back. Which I think is all set. But I'm not gonna say anything cause I always jinx it. Back to hell. Blah. I walk in and she's like "are you sure you want your...
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He drove me to Sally's yesterday to get my job back. Which I think is all set. But I'm not gonna say anything cause I always jinx it. Back to hell. Blah. I walk in and she's like "are you sure you want your...
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lilmissmorbid:
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I like your bottles...
Lets go out tonight i need a huge break.
Argh
I like your bottles...
Lets go out tonight i need a huge break.
Argh
SG meet was sooo good tonight. Fun with everyone that came...you're cool.
I'm so tired but there'll be lots of fun memories.
Skipping ice cream, wolf eating duck, measuring tape, lady on jeff's arm, losing bowling, restroom drama, toilet paper in the brown log, those are tasteful lady, rich the invisible friend, soda's outside, chewy spree, long car ride, hoping people would show up, dates...
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I'm so tired but there'll be lots of fun memories.
Skipping ice cream, wolf eating duck, measuring tape, lady on jeff's arm, losing bowling, restroom drama, toilet paper in the brown log, those are tasteful lady, rich the invisible friend, soda's outside, chewy spree, long car ride, hoping people would show up, dates...
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clintron:
I can't believe I missed the karaoke. It would have been my favorite too.
You FREAK. ha. that guy was nuts.
actually, I think all those guys were nuts.
but it was good to meet you. I think.
You FREAK. ha. that guy was nuts.
actually, I think all those guys were nuts.
but it was good to meet you. I think.
n8urboy:
You know me in Spandex was the best.
Day is already starting off sketchy...I woke up on the fouton to find a piece of hair stuck to my face that was blonde and about chin length....wtf? Someone's fuckin on the fouton..haha. Then I got up and took a shower...I almost passed out...and when i got out I almost barfed and I can't stop shaking. Fucked.
Don't know what my plans are for today....
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Don't know what my plans are for today....
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johnnyvine:
Pack your bags!
kelland:
we must get married NOW. did you read my entry? I'm all sad and shit.