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I AM BACK!!! Wow.... over 24 hours on a plane sucks!!!! I am up , it's morning and I managed to sleep all night!!! I hope the jet lag does not hit me laters.... well I am off to the State of The Art tattoo con today and I am getting dread extensions put in by the girl that I always get to make mine... YEAH for new hair...
Well my trip was good but I have been sssoooooooooo down.. I am going through I phase of intense self loathing... I really am not sure why? It sucks... I just feel useless... I am hoping it's just travel stress and tiredness talking cos I hate being down...
I just gave my doggie a skull tag, she is soooo cute... I MISSED her... she has been sulking but seems better now I have bribed her with food lol...
I bought the new NIN album in the states, it is wicked cool... I love it...
I only wish I had the chance to go see em!!
I am getting obsesssed with my weight, this is very not me... I have put on a few lbs and it's getting to me... I was ill round xmas n lost loads and was THIN... I have never been thin before and kinda feel like now I am not I have to hide...
Basically I need a huge slap... WHEN DID I TURN INTO SUCH A WINGEING GIRLY GIRL..
I realised one thing whilst away, I LOVE MY FRIENDS AND WHERE I LIVE!!! They all fucking rock!!! I was sooooo homesick whilst away cos a lot of it was very stressy and stuff so can't wait to pounce on people today!!!
Hugs n stuff... xxx