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WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I FuCKING LOVE MY LIFE!!! Wow things have been so up n down but since I met the new man, lots of heartache n pain but... what can I say WOW! I suffer with anxiety.... anyone who knows what its like will understand that it SUCKS.. But have been taking a bit more care of myself and really working hard to beat this shit.. and the love of my life UNDERSTANDS... Its awsome... doing really really well... better than ever I think...
I sold my horse at the weekend so yes... I AM GOING TO NEW ZEALAND!! And taking the Mr to be with me... for a whole month... We are gonna be so broke when we get back but its now or never you know?? I am soooo sooo scared of flying... I am really cluostrophobic (cant spell!!hee hee) But will have my gorgeous man with me so if I start wigging out he can... I dunno, slap me or take me to the toilets and fuck me (sure fire way of easing an anxiety attack lol).... shhhh would never do that on an airline...lol God I am on a high today...
STILL have the sucky cold tho... gggrrrr hate it... but its getting better and I gave it to everyone else which always cheers me up... I like to share you know?
I have decided to take my final exams for my old course... last year was a BAD year and did not take them.... was so fed up and it just was not the time.... But now getting my life in order and rediscovering my spiritual side (eeeek going all hippy tree shite on your asses) .... MAN this is a rant huh? Right off to buy the gorgeous one SG membership... he he he it's his birthday next week!! Its not his main pressie but something nice he should get today... Like a pre-birthday surprise... I am so loved up it's sickening Well I hope evryong else is good and remember, enjoy life.. It's way too short... Love n hugs...