Saturday Jan 01, 2005

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WOW 2005... this year is going to be the year that my life will change, for once I have the opportunity to go travel and see the world. I have been given the chance to go see my bestest friend in NZ and if I like it... I aint coming back.
New year means new start and thinking... I have realised that I have not been living my life... just going a long with it, anxious, ever worried, over analysing. Whats in the past is gonna stay there... you cant change it. Going over things just hurts more... ok sometimes you gotta deal but I have done enough dealing in the past year and now want to participate in change.. I walked up to a man the other day, someone who had a hold over me, scared me, made my life hell for a while... and you know what after i found the balls to do it? He couldn't even look at me... fucking loser... wish I had had the courage a long time ago.. So this is it, new year, gonna go be myself ............. Hope it works out for us all!! Love kiss miao!! wink
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steaky:
i've actually been told to read the book for fear n loathing b4 i see the film.
ive heard a bit by sikth, not too sure if i like them yet, actually saw them supporting Pitchshifter last year in manchester and wasnt too impressed by them, but thanks any way, ill still check em out kiss

1 Does everyone still exsist when I cant see them?
Possibly
2 If I cant see them can they see me?
Doubtfull (but dont rule it out wink )
3 Do stuffed animals talk when we are not around??
Who truley knows the answer to this great mystery surreal
great questions thanks hunny kiss
walkswithbears:
fraid not. after my course finished, i moved back to liverpool, although my girlfriend still lives there so i visit often. not this weekend though unfortuantely frown

i am uber jealous of you going to NZ, though "internet" is a four letter word there, so i'm not sure how long i could last blackeyed biggrin

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