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I am well tired today, been feeling a bit rough, coldy, but trying to push through cos birthday fun on fri, with three bands playing n fancy dress.....woop....
I went to see Alexisonfire on sat, and was taken for food first, was awesome, by a friend, then last night me n the boy went to see the mighty RandomHand....much fun....
the boy is presently asleep in my bed....bless.....so I am messing about on the computer, and I should really be painting or walking the dog, but like I said, I feel bit poorly girl.....
I had some nice news from an ex who is a best friend, his girly is pregnant and they are both so happy, I really hope it works out for them both, he was worried about telling me because of the fiasco of shit I had with my ex at the start of the year,when I realised age does not equal maturity.....but does equal giant cowardly wanker....but thats my past and I appreciate he worried bout my feelings....
Thing is I am happy for him, as I love him dearly and am glad he has found someone, like I ha, he deserves it....it did make me ponder tho yesterday and make me a little sad that when I was in that position with the twat ex, things worked out the way they did, so terribly, so horrible never they way i wanted anything to go....but ultimately for my best thank god...
BUT everything happens for a reason, and I realised what a complete loser this person was, that we should never have been together, and now, like the lovely, going to be a daddy ex, I too have found someone magical and a best friend, who, I know will never let me down so badly....
Roll on Vegas......and whats to come.....oh yes.....ahhhhh elvis weddings, they have to be done right???!!!
xxxxx