I had a mad weekend.....
went to see a friends band fri and ending up going on a mad one, having fun and then feeling like death sat, but somehow manages to go meet everyone sat night and end up going to a club....
so sunday I was buggered................so me and the boyface decided sun was officially naked day and spent ALL day lounging round.....and had a bath in what is possibly the biggest bath tub in the world....yey for huge baths!!!!!!!!
Then we went and ate chinese on his boat, sat in the sun....which was rather beautiful.....we did however have to put clothes on for that bit..........
I have hopefully got a part time job in a cool bar today....but I am waiting on a full time job at uni I applied for and if I get it.....I AM APPLYING FOR A MARINE MORTGAGE AND GETTING A BAOT....yey....
which will be funny cos then me n boyface will be neighbours and we can have fights and commender each others crafts and the like and go on trips in convoy..............lmao....this amused us greatly.....
I have wanted a boat for so long now, and the idea that I might actually be able to get one soon is amazing...........
tho I will miss my new housey but it was only ever temporary..............hence all my stuff is on storage...........and will be staying there and getting sold if I have a boat...lol....not much room!!!!
My doggie is currently huggled up to me being all cute and I keep getting random picture messages from boyface, which is making my morning interesting.............. I really need a cuppa tea but really cant be arsed to get out of bed....dammit...but really should as need to shower and clean the house before going to clean Aarons boat (the boyface, yes he has a name...)... cos we gonna do a trip to go an ace pub for food on it this week cos its supposed to be sunny!!!! Yey.......
Its weird, I have never been out with someone so much younger than me, but I realised the start of this year, with age does not come wisdom, if your a twat your a twat....and me n boyface have some of the best conversations....but its also light hearted and fun which makes a change....
Also its odd going out with someone who is hot!! Lmao.... I have a tendency to settle for the wrong people as I think its all I can get, or am atracted to the wrong thing about them......but young, cute, intelligent, great job, great boat and caring? Oh odd....I did not think they made them like this....
basically everything was shite at the start o this year due to an ex being a complete nob and boyface was one of the people who helped me get on with life again, and showed me that life was still ace, and fun, and amazing....
I was suffering horrendous anxiety from it all, and seeing a head person to deal with things, but then sometimes people make you realise what you have got, and how amazing people can be......so now I dont see anyone, I am sat here in my house by myself chilling, and I am....well....happy.....well and truly.....its bad that that feels wierd, but I have been happy for weeks now, even before me and boyface made it official...basically all my friends rock!!!!!!!!!!
AND Aaron appears to have stolen my best friend...which is actually ace...they go out together all the time and get on so well, and this person means the world to me, so its very important, and also he does not have so many good male friends, only me (lol)...so think its great for him to talk boy at someone for a while....I am realising he is a great judge o character....there has only been one other ex who he is really good friends with, not as close as he is now with aaron, and that is an ex from years ago....
after some comments he has made abaout people recently I am now trusting any new love life ventures to his oppinion.....he is way too accurate about people....its creepy....
However if me and aaron call it a day, he will probably be more upset lmao.....
WWWWoooop yey my friend just texted and we are going to the park for breakfast...yey for living near an ace park with an ace cafe in it!!!!!!!!!!!
Good start to the day...............!!!!!
God I love my life............its amazing what you can achieve if you get rid o the crap, and get on with things and stop over thinking...........I am always going to be someone that worries.......BUT its getting things into perspective.............good job boyface is so bloody laid back, with my neurotic tendancies............lol...........oh and nnow boyface and best friend are also in a band together!!!!!!! lmao.........its so funny.............bless them both...........
Oh recording stuff the other day with my mate for me was awesome fun and I ended up doing some backing on were all the kids in a america .....a punky version he had done, was so so so funny......I thought I was gonna pee!!!
Reet I better go get naked and wet otherwise I wont be ready for when Rob turns up for breakfast!!!! Eeep! x
went to see a friends band fri and ending up going on a mad one, having fun and then feeling like death sat, but somehow manages to go meet everyone sat night and end up going to a club....
so sunday I was buggered................so me and the boyface decided sun was officially naked day and spent ALL day lounging round.....and had a bath in what is possibly the biggest bath tub in the world....yey for huge baths!!!!!!!!
Then we went and ate chinese on his boat, sat in the sun....which was rather beautiful.....we did however have to put clothes on for that bit..........
I have hopefully got a part time job in a cool bar today....but I am waiting on a full time job at uni I applied for and if I get it.....I AM APPLYING FOR A MARINE MORTGAGE AND GETTING A BAOT....yey....
which will be funny cos then me n boyface will be neighbours and we can have fights and commender each others crafts and the like and go on trips in convoy..............lmao....this amused us greatly.....
I have wanted a boat for so long now, and the idea that I might actually be able to get one soon is amazing...........
tho I will miss my new housey but it was only ever temporary..............hence all my stuff is on storage...........and will be staying there and getting sold if I have a boat...lol....not much room!!!!
My doggie is currently huggled up to me being all cute and I keep getting random picture messages from boyface, which is making my morning interesting.............. I really need a cuppa tea but really cant be arsed to get out of bed....dammit...but really should as need to shower and clean the house before going to clean Aarons boat (the boyface, yes he has a name...)... cos we gonna do a trip to go an ace pub for food on it this week cos its supposed to be sunny!!!! Yey.......
Its weird, I have never been out with someone so much younger than me, but I realised the start of this year, with age does not come wisdom, if your a twat your a twat....and me n boyface have some of the best conversations....but its also light hearted and fun which makes a change....
Also its odd going out with someone who is hot!! Lmao.... I have a tendency to settle for the wrong people as I think its all I can get, or am atracted to the wrong thing about them......but young, cute, intelligent, great job, great boat and caring? Oh odd....I did not think they made them like this....
basically everything was shite at the start o this year due to an ex being a complete nob and boyface was one of the people who helped me get on with life again, and showed me that life was still ace, and fun, and amazing....
I was suffering horrendous anxiety from it all, and seeing a head person to deal with things, but then sometimes people make you realise what you have got, and how amazing people can be......so now I dont see anyone, I am sat here in my house by myself chilling, and I am....well....happy.....well and truly.....its bad that that feels wierd, but I have been happy for weeks now, even before me and boyface made it official...basically all my friends rock!!!!!!!!!!
AND Aaron appears to have stolen my best friend...which is actually ace...they go out together all the time and get on so well, and this person means the world to me, so its very important, and also he does not have so many good male friends, only me (lol)...so think its great for him to talk boy at someone for a while....I am realising he is a great judge o character....there has only been one other ex who he is really good friends with, not as close as he is now with aaron, and that is an ex from years ago....
after some comments he has made abaout people recently I am now trusting any new love life ventures to his oppinion.....he is way too accurate about people....its creepy....
However if me and aaron call it a day, he will probably be more upset lmao.....
WWWWoooop yey my friend just texted and we are going to the park for breakfast...yey for living near an ace park with an ace cafe in it!!!!!!!!!!!
Good start to the day...............!!!!!
God I love my life............its amazing what you can achieve if you get rid o the crap, and get on with things and stop over thinking...........I am always going to be someone that worries.......BUT its getting things into perspective.............good job boyface is so bloody laid back, with my neurotic tendancies............lol...........oh and nnow boyface and best friend are also in a band together!!!!!!! lmao.........its so funny.............bless them both...........
Oh recording stuff the other day with my mate for me was awesome fun and I ended up doing some backing on were all the kids in a america .....a punky version he had done, was so so so funny......I thought I was gonna pee!!!
Reet I better go get naked and wet otherwise I wont be ready for when Rob turns up for breakfast!!!! Eeep! x