dollbabyamy

wow, lots of reading for you to do... could not get past the first three posts, esp. that last one.

Ten things.. and I loved yours by the way... it verifies again you need to fly out and visit me for a few weeks..

1) I attended 11 years of catholic school and, yes, I am one of the slutty ones. Just was a late bloomer.. but still got it in there! And I do have the clothing still.. and it all fits.
2) Although I was abused in every way possible as a younger child (between 7 - 13 yrs old) and, while my father did NOTHING to stop it, I was never sexually abused. Thank gawd! It is, however, my greatest fear to be raped because it is the complete lack of control of your situation... and I cannot fathom anything worse. (you rock that you survived and are as strong as you are. kudos to you baby.)
3) I am a work-aholic, alcoholic, and pothead. But I still work 7 days a week with 2 jobs and three classes a semester between all the partying... until recently (moved out of LA). I am an enigma, even to me.
4) No matter what drug I am on, I will clean. Get me stoned, I will clean. When I did rails, I would clean. Do laundry etc. It is SICK.
5) I have trouble letting go of sexual partners I have shared myself in intimacy with... but I also cannot trust therefore have cheated constantly on my significant others... Without proper theorpy, my excuse is bad wiring.
6) I LUV the fucked up coke whore white trash talentless idiot we refer to as BRITNEY SPEARS. She facinates me, and I would love to be her friend. (that one is not public til now)
7) In all my sexual experiences, I never had to use lube until recently (on my own, no foreplay - just to get off). I just get turned on and the fauct goes... apparently that is not common. So sad, I thought I was normal.
8) My father is a mechanic therefore I am quite knowledgeable in the automotive department. I still continue to do the small repairs needed to my car pretty much on my own... and I LUV the junkyard - it is so fun!
9) Although I want to fuck a lot of people, I am actually really shy and reserved most of the time as a being (aka I do not have one nighters at all)... although I am a sexual creature by nature and have been told a large number of times that I "permiate" the room with my sexual energy and my ex used to claim I was built for sex with the body I have. (now I am just bragging, but I only recently accepted it)
10) When I focus on my classes at school, there is an almost effortless success with 3.4 - 4.0 grades... it is documented through my educational history. I was a 3.8 average from K through the beginning of my sophomore year of high school. But I have no idea what my IQ is.

there, hope you like it. Seriously, how much would it be for a round trip from where you are to Ontario Airport (it is 10 min from my new house), LAX if it is cheaper, or Burbank. I just want to kick it with you, you are cool like a cucumber!
~ the angel*

hi and happy day. rotten week, depressed. no kittens. love is clouding over. too much thunder. gastric distress. like your hair. end.

Yeah I hand and great time and you should have come to Clarksville.

I decided a long time ago that my energy is far too valuable to waste in a negative fashion. Unfortunately, the people I've allowed in my life have not always allowed that to be the case. So I just try to say fuck the nay-sayers and keep goin.

Good luck with the pics - let us know how they turn out!

Hell, you can always hit Graceland for the Candlelight Vigil this Sunday. That's all the vacation you need!

Seriously though, it sucks to have to cancel a vacation. I had to cancel mine last year because we had a tornado and then my car got totaled by a drunk driver.

I want to get a band to play my housewarming, but Blitzkid (and two members of Mister Monster) are going to be in Germany in October. It'll be all drunken fun, loud music, etc. instead.

Wow, I don't quite know what to say, except maybe thank you. And I will gladly accept your offer to use you as a "sounding board" as you put it. You are now my friend, after all.



-Josh

have a good time! wish i was going, but you deserve a vaca
ooh, i would love a postcard.. if you have enough of course. if not, i'll still love ya..

Just wanted to say hey and stuff. I miss chatting with you.

Me wanty mail ... can you just guess my mailing address since I don't have your email? (Although ... I could just get it from over there *points to contact info place* ... I just don't wanna.)

I not sure on exact number, but it bumped you up from cool chick to kickass chick. As far as women go that is the second highest level, "goddess" being the top level which is rarely rewarded to anybody.

I'm thinking lunch this Monday or the next....

vodka in your ear? that just does not sound pleasant to begin with!

Hey sweetie..
Things Ive learned
Fishnet shirtsmust see them
People are funny.
It is strange to be single again.
Never take anything for granted and live each moment and love the people in your life, cause they may not be here tomorrow.
Just because someone asks you what you have learned and you tell them honestly, dont lay some totally heavy trip on them.
And on that note, art is cool.
So what does it take to get an image posted in my journal around here?

im sorry i havnt been on a lot been working a lot
i miss you too! i miss talking to you and staying online for all hours of the night.. but oh well.. im a working gal now hahaha that was so country..

also, i just found out...peach schnaaps? ewwww...i hope you feel better by the time you read this...

Hehehe...at the risk of sounding like a nag, you're still not giving me enough to work with here. Technically there are four different Lebanons in TN (in Wilson, Bradley, Hardin, and Haywood counties to be exact). I need an address to the square, an exit number from the interstate, something.

Sorry, don't mean to be a pain.

-Josh

Whoa, for sme reason I read feyd's as yours.

come to the boro and i'll take of you, doll... really wish you'd call me...

Hey.

I'm sorry to bother you right now what with the migraine and all but I really need you to let me know as soon as you do wether or not your folks are gonna give the thumbs up for Labor Day weekend.

The sooner I know the sooner I can post it in the calendar and on the boards so we can maybe get some SG east coasters to drop in on us.

Thanks.

-Josh

Thanks for the pounce, doll baby,..........
OMG, me tooo with the migraine....
Drink two huge glasses of pure water, it may not sound like a great thing, just try it. And yes it makes me pee a lot too.

that's a monster survey. good stuff. happy tuesday. hope the shitty mood resolves.

Baby, I would chase you if you were wearing a skirt, pants, shorts, coulottes, a jump suit, or just some sassy panties . . .

[Edited on Aug 03, 2004 2:57PM]