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i'm going to say it once more. i am not looking for a response, i don't want to hear any more drama. i will block if i have to.

we have mutual friends, are in some of the same groups and are on this site together. we need to be able to coexist. i did not disappear because of you, and i will not leave the site or chat because of your contrived digs at me.
i have not felt the need to be immature and carry on, i was hoping you wouldn't either.
i am sorry for how things turned out. i truly did not mean to leave you in the lurch. i unfortunately had to look out for myself and make a decision based on my well being and that of my relationship and the long term picture instead of in the name of fun and leisure. i am very sorry that decision affected you negatively.
regardless of how you take it or spin it, there was no malice of forethought involved.
i'm not going to let this keep coming up however.. i don't wish to waste any more energy on it.

thank you in advance.