Last night I was talking with my good friend Jen. Talked for like 3 hours while I was driving to and from hospitals while I was on call... Through that conversation and the many turns it took, I have realized why I am so incapable of finding a romantic link with anyone as of late. I am still completely and madly infatuated with a girl who ran off and got married then up and left. I know this is not a good thing but to be perfectly honest with myself she has haunted me every day since she left. Gah, this is not good V, get over it... I wish that I could.
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