What a weekend.
Got off of work early on Friday to go see X-Men 3. On the way to my apartment the clutch on my car went out. Pushed it across a busy intersection and walked the rest of the way home to grab the motorcycle and get to the theatre. I enjoyed the movie quite a bit. If youre expecting a comic book storyline youre not going to get it. After the movie Gary and Ruth helped me out and gave my car a tow back to my apartment. From there we got a bite to eat. Club Confusion had its last night that night so headed out there. Even with my car's clutch dying on me, the day was good.
My original plans for Saturday were to go to Santa Rosa to visit with my friends then come back to Sacramento for the UFC fight. With my car in need of repair I stayed home to try and find a mechanic with a decent price (I decided to push my trip back to Sunday). The places with good prices were all closed until Tuesday. I went to a late lunch with Nicky and talked about life. After that I went over to Kris and Justina's for UFC. Paul and Andrea showed up for it too. I was disappointed in the outcome of the Royce Gracy v. Mat Hues fight but the prelim fights were pretty good. When leaving I discovered that I had left my lights on the motorcycle on, effectively draining the battery. Paul helped me get a push start and I took surface streets home in hopes that it would recharge the battery.
Sunday morning I woke up early to get to Santa Rosa with plenty of time left over to visit with my friends. My battery on the bike was dead. I had to take out the battery and put it on a trickle charger for 8 hours in order to get a proper charge on it. My day was killed at that point because I had no transportation. Once the battery had a full charge at 6pm I put it back in the bike and started to cook and get around for Velocity. I got to velocity a bit early. The venue was having "issues" with their time and double booking. I went to the parking lot to keep people that were showing up from leaving. Once the club got going I had a great time, again. Kage, Ramona, Moirae made it out too =) There was a blemish on the night but that had to do with me...
I do believe that I am destined to be a hermit. I have so much to offer as a friend and nothing to offer in a more romantic realm. I am a fairly emotionless person and when I do find someone who evokes emotion from me I have no chance to feed that emotion in a positive way, due to timing or bad luck, whatever. I want nothing more in life then to love and be loved, unfortunately I have too high of standards for someone in my place. I just dont know anymore. I know what I want and every time I approach it with a positive outlook I get hurt. Is it time to stop?
Any who, I'm on call today and there is yet to be a call so I'm knocking on wood for the rest of the day.
"...A tout mes amis
Je vous aime..."
V
Got off of work early on Friday to go see X-Men 3. On the way to my apartment the clutch on my car went out. Pushed it across a busy intersection and walked the rest of the way home to grab the motorcycle and get to the theatre. I enjoyed the movie quite a bit. If youre expecting a comic book storyline youre not going to get it. After the movie Gary and Ruth helped me out and gave my car a tow back to my apartment. From there we got a bite to eat. Club Confusion had its last night that night so headed out there. Even with my car's clutch dying on me, the day was good.
My original plans for Saturday were to go to Santa Rosa to visit with my friends then come back to Sacramento for the UFC fight. With my car in need of repair I stayed home to try and find a mechanic with a decent price (I decided to push my trip back to Sunday). The places with good prices were all closed until Tuesday. I went to a late lunch with Nicky and talked about life. After that I went over to Kris and Justina's for UFC. Paul and Andrea showed up for it too. I was disappointed in the outcome of the Royce Gracy v. Mat Hues fight but the prelim fights were pretty good. When leaving I discovered that I had left my lights on the motorcycle on, effectively draining the battery. Paul helped me get a push start and I took surface streets home in hopes that it would recharge the battery.
Sunday morning I woke up early to get to Santa Rosa with plenty of time left over to visit with my friends. My battery on the bike was dead. I had to take out the battery and put it on a trickle charger for 8 hours in order to get a proper charge on it. My day was killed at that point because I had no transportation. Once the battery had a full charge at 6pm I put it back in the bike and started to cook and get around for Velocity. I got to velocity a bit early. The venue was having "issues" with their time and double booking. I went to the parking lot to keep people that were showing up from leaving. Once the club got going I had a great time, again. Kage, Ramona, Moirae made it out too =) There was a blemish on the night but that had to do with me...
I do believe that I am destined to be a hermit. I have so much to offer as a friend and nothing to offer in a more romantic realm. I am a fairly emotionless person and when I do find someone who evokes emotion from me I have no chance to feed that emotion in a positive way, due to timing or bad luck, whatever. I want nothing more in life then to love and be loved, unfortunately I have too high of standards for someone in my place. I just dont know anymore. I know what I want and every time I approach it with a positive outlook I get hurt. Is it time to stop?
Any who, I'm on call today and there is yet to be a call so I'm knocking on wood for the rest of the day.
"...A tout mes amis
Je vous aime..."
V
I tried giving up once and that didn't last. You are who you are and yah really can't change that.
...if all else fails...club them over the head like a caveman.