dogmadeth

So apparently me trying to fool myself into a way of thought as bit me in the ass. What I thought was best for someone else was not what was best for me. Yes, I did play both sides. But one side I told what I thought they wanted to hear, not what I felt. The person I feel for has moved on. I thought that would be best for that person, and I'm sure it was the best thing for them. In reality I have damaged myself. I dont know how to fix it; I doubt it can be fixed. It hurts. Badly. I'm not right.

All the weights that keep me down
Seem heavier than before
Fate hits me in my face
Though you feel nothing

Only time will heal you say
Your words my therapy
But half of me is gone
My dearest treasure torn away

Ill sleep with you until the end of the world
I cry out loud but you hear nothing
I'll wait for you until the end of the world
My dearest treasure torn away

V