dogeye

i'm running out of time, i will be escaping reality in 30 something hours. my two most frequent dreams are merging and just for a moment i almost turned back.. i have resolved everything now, i know myself better than i thought, and although i have been keeping busy doing exactly what i should, i still feel behind. i can never be too prepared for a life changing experiance. and that is my goal to return a changed man, with some direction in my life and state of mind, or maby i'll just get wasted and have fun, with no one to look after or ruin my time. i am thrilled to be doing this alone, maby next year i will go as a minimalist....