Every decision I have ever made has been wrong.
I have no purpose.
I am just wandering aimlessly thru life and it sucks.
I need to find some new goals because my old ones havent worked out, and I dont think I want to do them very much anymore. I realized today that I havent done anything with my life that is of any personal significance. Im tired of living in a sleepy small town where the only entertainment outlets are the cruddy bar, and curling bonspiels, neither of which I have anything to do with. Im tired of living in the shadow of my parents, in a house that isnt mine to do with as I want, like paint the walls red and fill it full of pets.
I feel like a rat in a cage. I just need to figure out how Im going to break out and where to go when I do.
But enough of this depressing blather, Im starting to sound like Marvin the Robot.
I think it's time for me to either shit, or get off the pot.
I have no purpose.
I am just wandering aimlessly thru life and it sucks.
I need to find some new goals because my old ones havent worked out, and I dont think I want to do them very much anymore. I realized today that I havent done anything with my life that is of any personal significance. Im tired of living in a sleepy small town where the only entertainment outlets are the cruddy bar, and curling bonspiels, neither of which I have anything to do with. Im tired of living in the shadow of my parents, in a house that isnt mine to do with as I want, like paint the walls red and fill it full of pets.
I feel like a rat in a cage. I just need to figure out how Im going to break out and where to go when I do.
But enough of this depressing blather, Im starting to sound like Marvin the Robot.
I think it's time for me to either shit, or get off the pot.
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I've been a very similar mindset recently. Since high school, I've done nothing but work in retail and dabble a wee bit in school. And I'm feeling more and more useless everyday because of it. BUT, we're still young, dammit! We need to do something different with ourselves. Even if we're not "living our dream", at least it'll be different (and probably better). YEAH! Chin up, champ! Ah, well...
Have you seen this yet? Now I gotta try to reread them before it comes out.
[Edited on Feb 09, 2005 8:56AM]